Book 1 — Chapter 26
Day: Hynyengo
Date: 17
Month: Nokaokarium
Quarturn: 1618
Location: The city of Hylaton
Tane approached Jacinth’s office as a grin pulled at the corner of his mouth — one that was akin to a sweetheart-smile, but in this moment, brought on by proxy. The source of such conjured facial expressions lay with Jacinth’s personal assistants, Na’thot and Termi. Both, who had noticed his approach, were sharing in active flirting across their desks. With exaggerated winks and gestures of affection, chuckles and giggles, and even suggestive stretches to reach items around their workstations; it was an engagement that spoke of playful, but sincere affection.
He paused his movement forward, as Termi rose from her desk and moved to Na’thot’s desk, sitting to its top with a leg cross and a lean. One that prompted Na’thot to lean back deep into his chair and grin as he gazed up at Termi with shimmering eyes.
His own eyes could not help but gleam a little, as while he wasn’t particularly acquainted with them outside of work, he found them to be a charming pair. And a very handsome pair at that. Both were equally tall at what he estimated to be 188 centimeters. Both were incredibly strong, with what was easily perceivable through their choice of clothing and fit as an upper-teens body fat composition and well-defined physique. Further, they were both conventionally very attractive, with their well-proportioned features and flawless tones. He felt a slight brush of envy, as he someday hoped to meet his equal and partner that would gaze at him with such endearment. But such matters would never be something he could entertain while he was in his current situation.
With those rising thoughts — and his desire to remove them from the forefront of his mind — he again moved forward toward the office, but cleared his throat to announce himself.
Another larger smile formed naturally, as both Na’thot and Termi returned their positions to formalities and professionalism — though neither could subdue the shy smiles between them.
“Good day, Tane,” both said as they paused and looked at one another, non-verbally communicating through facial expressions who would continue the conversation. It was one that elected Termi as she continued. “Jacinth is expecting you. You’re welcome to enter.”
“Thank you, Termi,” he acknowledged with an appreciative nod, holding his smile as he offered coyly. “Apologies for the interruption.”
He couldn’t help but chuckle, as Termi rubbed her lips together with slight embarrassment as she returned to her desk, glancing from the side of her eye toward Na’thot, who took the initiative and spoke for them both with a light chortle.
“Not at all, Tane. But thank you for the consideration.”
He again nodded to their words, but decided not to rib them any further and moved past them and to Jacinth’s office door. He knocked, but looked over his shoulder for a last chuckle as Na’thot winked at Termi, whose smile brightened even more from the continued affinity.
“Come in,” he heard Jacinth respond to his knock.
As he entered, he immediately noted Jacinth standing and moving toward him with a welcoming smile, and brought him quickly into a friendly, but brief, embrace.
“Thank you for agreeing to accompany me today,” Jacinth spoke with a great deal of relief in his voice as he turned and moved back to his desk. “I realize you have your own commitments and agendas. I hope this did not set any of them back too far.”
He followed and sat in the seat opposite the main chair, and tried to relieve Jacinth of any concerns as he assured him.
“No, indeed. My workload was very light for today and not particularly pressing. Nothing that some extra attention on Hyningo won’t resolve.”
“Very good to hear. And if there is anything that I can do to return the favor, please do not hesitate to ask,” Jacinth replied with a slightly distracted voice as he moved quickly around the office, collecting papers and other items that he assumed were needed for the day.
He watched as Jacinth checked his watch and released a vocal hum, as if implying said time was not quite aligning with his own schedule. Jacinth moved toward the back of the office and retrieved his shoulder briefcase and brought it to the desk and packed it with haste. It was then he realized that Jacinth looked truly frazzled, which prompted him to ask with a voice of concern.
“Is everything well?”
“All is as copacetic as can be,” Jacinth responded in a flat tone, showing all was not said adjective.
“Jacinth?” he spoke again, with a slow cadence that indicated he was pressing him for truthful information.
Jacinth slowed his packing as he allowed his sincere thoughts forward in a hushed tone.
“Trips to Nanto are always difficult. Especially with my mother. When we see her, it is a surreal world in a way. Everything is different. But then, after leaving, reality returns and … you know how my mother is … there are always so many collateral emotions and she does not handle them well. As you know, the last black eye can attest to.”
He felt the sigh come out of him with a near huff, as his eyes cast to the desk and his head shook by reflex. It was such a strange matter to him; knowing Jacinth as well as he did, he also knew how Cartmel had been a relatively strict, but considerate, mother. Never once raising her hand to Jacinth as he grew. It was only after Jacinth had entered adulthood had the physical altercations toward him began. Ones that Jacinth accepted with an imperturbable demeanor. He wondered if it was because Cartmel had always wished she could strike him, only allowing herself such after Jacinth became an adult, and her “equal.” Or if the solar years were wearing on her more than she showed, and such antics were the cracks in the facade showing themselves. Whatever the reason, it didn’t erase the actions, and while he believed his presence had the effect to stay Cartmel’s hand, he also wondered how long that would last.
Yet such considerations and following words were not allotted, as a knock on the door took both of their attention and prompted him to stand to the visitor.
“Come in, please,” Jacinth spoke with a curious tone.
He felt his shoulders drop with aversion, as Jacinth’s uncle, Brisocas, entered the office and spoke in a tone of testiness.
“I need some time from you,” he paused as he noticed Jacinth preparing to leave as he asked. “Wait, where are you going?”
“I am off to Nanto with my mother, Tane, and my assistants to meet with …”
“Okay. Good,” Brisocas interrupted. “I actually need to talk to you about Cartmel.”
He glanced at Jacinth, who again checked his watch as shook his head, zipped up his case, and placed it on his shoulder as he offered in an apologetic tone.
“I am sorry to say this is not an optimal time for me, as I need to be on my way.”
As he and Jacinth moved toward the door, Brisocas quickly stood in front of them, preventing their exit as his voice turned to a more pleading tone.
“No, wait. Cartmel is still really pissed at me for missing the meeting this week, when all that shit went down with those stupid people in Udo.”
He glanced at Jacinth and noted his jaw clench slightly as he spoke.
“Indeed. I am certain your consistent absences have provoked her a great deal.”
“She’s more pissed about all those pictures and videos got around the bulletin boards showing Udo was fine and a HEAGEN attacking, and that. Even those fliers that ended up in some of those newspaper journals … she’s been holding me accountable for it all,” Brisocas argued with an increasing whine to his pitch.
“Of course she is,” Jacinth reminded in a flat tone. “You are head of the … wired media, as is the shorthand of your position. So part of this falls … “
“But I can’t control what other people put out there,” Brisocas again interrupted. “We don’t even know who posts these things.”
His eyes moved about the room as the conversation was trending the same way it always did. With Jacinth becoming impatient, but retaining his composure, and Brisocas becoming angry with Jacinth and causing him more grief than needed. It was a thought that was quickly manifested, as Jacinth released a vocal breath of irritation but continued with a matter-of-fact tone.
“You are correct. You cannot control what people publish on open wired media. Any reasonable person would recognize this. And you have my sympathy, as I realize you are not dealing with a wholly reasonable person in my mother. She may even have a notion towards such. However, that will not stop her from finding fault with you. She needs to assign blame, and you are the most visible target. I do not know why we are discussing this. You have known her longer than I have; this is nothing new to you.”
“But she’s seriously pissed at me,” Brisocas argued with rising anger. “Most of the time, she gets pissed enough at something else, it takes her attention away. But she is still giving me shit.”
He sighed vocally as he moved closer to the door, retrieved Jancinth’s coat from its hanger on his behalf, and handed it to him, in an attempt to garner Brisocas’ attention and remind him they were leaving. But such non-verbal communication was apparently lost on him, as he shifted his stance several times and waited for a response.
It was one that didn’t come, as Jacinth put his coat on and asked in a defeated tone.
“What is it you want from me?”
“Talk to her and get her off my back!” Brisocas demanded.
It was a demand that struck Jacinth as humorous, as he chuckled with a shake of his head and remarked.
“I do not know why you would presume I have any influence over her.”
“This isn’t funny, you miserable cu’luxca!” Brisocas barked with anger, that turned to a threat as he continued. “If she keeps making problems for me, I’ll make damn sure it becomes a problem for you!”
He felt his breath hold along with his tongue, as he was about to step in and make his own mind known. There were some vulgar words in society — some that were innocuous, others that were pernicious by design. “Cu’luxca” was one such, as it not only did it have vulgar denotation, but it always carried with it the implications of being fatherless. It was a word Brisocas chose as a means to add salt to Jacinth’s open wounds.
But it was a tactic that — on the surface — didn’t fulfill its intentions, as Jacinth simply raised his eyebrows toward the statement and spoke in a controlled tone.
“I was not implying the situation was funny. I only found humor in that you felt any words I could express to her would change her mind. Perhaps instead of asking me to sway her, you should be in your office doing your job. Perhaps you should do what you should have done with those posts in the first place; petition the hosts to have them taken down under falsehood laws. While you will not succeed with all host outlets, at least you can argue a solid case to mother concerning your attempts and most likely lessen her ire. Oh, and while you are doing such, perhaps you can finally send me the reports concerning the remote training for the Hyphen stores I am still waiting on.”
“You’re a piece of shit,” Brisocas hissed as he glared.
It was another jab at Jacinth that didn’t land, as he again examined his watch and spoke in an unaffected tone.
“So I have heard. Are we done here?”
Jacinth did not wait for a response, and moved past them both and to the door, opening it wide and pausing, waiting for Brisocas to leave.
Brisocas took the hint and, with a vocal huff, moved to exit the office. However, as he met face-to-face with Jacinth, he paused and spoke with a hushed resentment.
“You best watch yourself, Jacinth. You’re not the crown prince yet. And will never be if I have my way.”
“I wish you the best of fortunes in such pursuits,” Jacinth replied in an unfeigned intonation.
It was a tone that struck him oddly, for the threat and response seemed equally real. But it wasn’t something he could ruminate on, as his attention was still on Brisocas as he left, mumbling loudly well into the outer halls.
He looked at Jacinth and offered a condolence as he spoke.
“Sympathy-sorry regarding the language he used. I know that hurt.”
“Usually such does not invite anger,” Jacinth remarked. But as his face fell to one of acute dolor, he admitted in a soft voice. “But he succeeded in his intentions. I will grant him that.”
He approached Jacinth and placed his hand on his shoulder with a firm grip and shook him gently, hoping the common action of bolster would elicit an emphasis in his amity and support towards him. It was an undertaking that seemed to work slightly as Jacinth nodded in recognition of his attempts.
But the prior thought of Jacinth’s tone and words to Brisocas' threat was one that was pushing to the front of his mind. He took a breath and held for a moment, as he was wondering how to ask the question. It was a hold that caught Jacinth’s attention, as his expression moved from one of sadness to one of curiosity. Jacinth's head tilted and his brow furrowed, emphasizing the interest. With that being conveyed on Jacinth’s visage, he decided not to tread around the question and asked candidly.
“I’m sorry, but this is bothering me. Do you think Brisocas’ threats were viable?”
Jacinth raised his eyebrows and a slight, but sly, grin appeared on his face as he spoke in a hopeful tone.
“I am counting on it being so.”
Book 1 — Chapter 27
Day: Hynyengo
Date: 17
Month: Nokaokarium
Quarturn: 1618
Location: The city of Hylaton / The city of Nanto
As the ship lifted off the airship pad from the roof of Hylatee Headquarters, Tane focused on the large front window that stretched out across the entire width of the airship as he tried to relax himself. It was, like nearly all airships in service across the world, the only window featured on the ship. And that was the issue that was causing him mild distress.
Confined spaces weren’t something that bothered him. He could chiefly handle a small office with no windows, as he had in his earlier days at Hylatee. Yet, the walls of the hypothetical office were fixed and predominantly static to its environment — leaving few worries something would breach said office walls. Unlike an airship, which moved actively through largely unmonitored skies filled with other airships, animals, and even the occasional Watzeen. It was a scenario that made him uptight, even when he flew his own airship, as the singular window didn’t provide enough visual perception to sate his concerns on what lay beyond his vantage.
He looked down at his tablet and took a deep, calming breath and tried to remind himself of how airship travel was one of the safest forms of travel in the world. Not only from the way they operated — using magnetic fields, electromagnetics, and planetary magnetic forces that made them ostensibly ship to surface “crash proof” — but also with the implementation of redundancies within them — proximity warning systems, backup energy producing systems, and coordinate ship-to-ship “discussion” systems. It all provided assurances that no other form of travel could deliver.
And yet here he was: pulling up a game on his tablet in order to divert his attention from his increasingly pounding heart.
The impulse was almost a comical matter to him, as it was just as nonsensical as it was pronounced. He smiled a little to himself as he recalled how he had discussed such with his therapist friend once in an informal setting. They had suggested there might be something to his fears. Not from the flying itself, but from the “blinders” that airships created to its environs. As if his genuine fear was of the unknown “sneaking up” on him from beyond his peripheral vision.
But as his attention was taken away from the current thoughts; he felt the frustration move from his lips by reflex, as he let out a questioning “really?” to his game suddenly being blocked from loading.
He peeped quickly to see he had garnered both Cartmel and Jacinth’s attention, as both heads turned to look at him with varying expressions. Cartmel, with an inquisitive eyebrow raise, and Jacinth with a smirk of understanding.
“I’m sorry, Tane,” Jacinth offered with a feigned voice of sympathy. “There are no diversions to be had on this ship as only pre-authorized wired sites are allowed.”
As he closed the case to his tablet, he nodded to Jacinth’s comment, but attempted to keep appearances expressionless, to not show his disappointment. However, it was something that seemed to fail by either his own merit, or by Cartmel’s passable engineered graces, as she nodded and commented.
“I see. Well, perhaps if you were hoping for entertainment, you should have ridden in the other ship. Or I could say; not have come at all. But apparently, Jacinth is in need of his emotional support person.”
He could not help but chuckle at the comment of being “Jacinth’s emotional support person.” Granted, he was not one to acknowledge most of Cartmel’s words or actions in a positive light. But as his parents had told him, even a broken analog clock was right once a day. And considering how scornful Cartmel was, she would, from time to time, express that scorn in a way that would be sincerely comical.
When occasions as such did arise, it was something that prompted him to wonder what Cartmel was like in the old days. Her long ago history spoke of such. She was the trusted, chosen heir. Had experienced devoted love. Raised an amazing son. And for a great while, had many admirers in the business world. Once upon a time, she must have been an excellent person. It was always a wonder to him: what happened to her to make her change so dramatically?
He looked at Cartmel, who seemed to be pleased by his reaction to her comments. But it was one that didn’t last, as she turned to Jacinth and fussed.
“I was planning to have a conversation with you. Why do you think I arranged two ships? One for us and one for the assistants.”
“I cannot say,” Jacinth replied. “No more than I can venture to know why you would not make such wishes known to me prior. Ones I could have accommodated with advanced understanding. Further, Tane’s presence is not cause to relinquish those plans. He is at the same level of accreditation as I am regarding company confidentialities.”
“I had planned …” Cartmel’s voice rose slightly before she paused, as if she were trying to hold her emotions, and continued in a more collected tone. “What I wanted to speak to you about was family matters and …”
With those words, he decided it was time to disengage himself from the conversation as much as he could, and he reached down to his bag, returned the wired-tablet, and moved to retrieve his book-tablet. All in an effort to put forth the illusion that words being shared were not being minded by him. But even as he pulled the book-tablet out and opened it to read, he couldn’t help but hear the discussion before him as Jacinth joked.
“Would it be any consolation to know I would have conveyed this to Tane thereafter, anyway?”
It was a jest that went without Cartmel’s amusement, as she let out a vocal huff and demanded.
“Do not press me, Jacinth.”
But again, as Cartmel seemed to be trying very hard to retain her composure, she let out another vocal breath and turned her tone to one of consideration as she continued.
“You know how important seeing her is to me. Please.”
He again glanced out from under his brow to Jacinth, whose lips rubbed together in a thoughtful and compassionate manner as he nodded and spoke gently.
“I will do that for you.”
“And I will give you some privacy,” he offered as he stood from his seat. “This elegant ship you have here, Cartmel, I’m sure has the most elegant of facilities, and I look to indulge in them.”
Cartmel nodded, in what he thought may have been a hint of appreciation. But he didn’t wait for a response and turned and headed toward the small spiral staircase that led to the lower level of the ship.
• • •
Tane stretched his legs out before him, crossed his arms, and rested his head against the cushioned wall to the attached bench in the dressing room. His eyes closed, and he focused on the thoughts moving through his mind.
As expected, Cartmel’s airship had beautifully designed wash and resting facilities that were spacious and immaculate. And while he had commented he was going to indulge in them, his needs were met in the wetroom in only a couple of minutes. Yet, because of his desire to allow Jacinth and Cartmel to have their private conversation, he had decided to wait in the preceding changing room. Leaving the door cracked — just enough to hear if the conversation were to take a turn for the aggressive.
Thus far, their talk had been one of measured tones and mostly of Cartmel making her mind known.
But as his eyes remained closed as he waited, his thoughts sank deeper into the comments she had shared with Jacinth prior to his excusing himself. The words of “you know how important seeing her is to me.” They were ones he knew came with no fallaciousness. For seeing Ni’ihan Aileuti was always deeply important to Cartmel. Not only because of the savior role she played to Cartmel during one of the most needed times. But also because, sans Jacinth, Ni’ihan was her last active connection to the family of her late husband, Leyseono.
The history behind the current circumstances was one that was unconventional, and perhaps even a bit fantastical.
It began well before Cartmel was even conceived; her father, Zuri Hylatee, had unioned with his second wife, Sera. Zuri had brought with him his two sons from his previous union, Bandile and Brisocas, as well as his humble river shipping business, Hylatee Shipping.
Sera, who was significantly younger than Zuri, had a youthful energy that was a driving force behind Hylatee’s expansion from river shipping to international oceanic shipping. And with over ninety percent of all trade being done through maritime shipping, Hylatee not only tapped the market, but dominated it in only 10 quarturns. From there, Hylatee’s business expansion began, but the shipping was, and continued to remain, fifty percent of their business foundation.
Naturally, life continued on for Zuri and Sera as Hylatee boomed and expanded. As did their family, with the birth of Cartmel.
How Cartmel was raised, he really didn’t know. But it had always been implied, through various sources, that Cartmel was dearly loved and doted upon. So much so that when the deeply intelligent Cartmel had been accepted into one of the most prestigious secondary schools in the world, she apparently was so distraught to the idea of leaving her parents that Zuri and Sera had worked with the school to open an extension branch in Anahita. Thus allowing Cartmel to receive her exemplary education while remaining close to her parents. It was a feat that he supposed was only to be known by the ultra-rich. But it proved to be a successful venture for the school, as it was only a solar year after opening its doors that the school had gained a student body even larger than its home school.
The children of Uqo and Byasa Aileuti were part of that student body. The Aileutis being the owners of Velocity Railways.
Velocity Railways was, and is, one of the greatest businesses in the world. Though their expansion remained relatively focused on rail transport and all of its related sectors, they were still large enough and successful enough to be considered an equal to Hylatee. Additionally, with Velocity being based in Anahita, it was no surprise that the families of Hylatee and Aileuti were known to each other and would often meet during functions.
However, it was the shared class between Cartmel Hylatee and Leyseono Aileuti that truly brought the families together. Early in their education together, they became very close, and were promised to be unioned before they had even reached finishing school. It was akin to a dreamlike life for them. But life wasn’t a dream, and unfortunately, reality made its presence known.
From what he understood, it was a faulty component that led to the devastating DTV crash that killed Zuri and Sera. A crash that almost killed Cartmel and Leyseono as well, as they were riding in the DTV with them. While Leyseono had walked away with the least amount of injuries, recovering quickly, it had not been the same for Cartmel. She had been injured so badly; she was placed into a medically induced coma for a time as she healed.
Upon her awakening, she was struck not only with the heartbreak of finding her parents had been dead for nearly two months, but with the colossal responsibility that she had been named the sole inheritor of Hylatee. It was an inheritance that both Bandile and Brisocas had been fighting the entire time Cartmel was under the induced coma; they claimed Cartmel, only being in her nineteenth quarturn, was far too young and inexperienced to run a company. But many of the higher-ups within Hylatee opposed Bandile and Brisocas as the successors, and they found willing and ardent allies with the Aileuti family, who fought on Cartmel’s behalf.
It was a contention that was almost conceded by Cartmel, as she was quickly succumbing to the overwhelming nature of her new position. But it was Ni’ihan Aileuti, the eldest of Aileuti’s four children, and the heir apparent to Velocity Railways, who came forward and became the short-term mentor to Cartmel. And ultimately, via Cartmel’s wishes, took the helm of the entire shipping operations of Hylatee.
The appointment of Ni’ihan made sense to him. For while her background was in rail, it seemed to be a lateral move from a transport perspective. Further, it was a position that, even prior to Leyseono’s death, had evolved as almost a subsidiary of Hylatee. This was illustrated in a variety of matters — from Hylatee shipping having its own headquarters in Nanto and being apportioned from the main board, to having separate financing from the main company. Oversight, and even intercompany cooperation, was minimal.
But this only increased after Leyseono’s death. And while rumors were still abounded, it was well understood the Aileuti family had strong feelings about what had occurred and acted extensively. More personally, by cutting Cartmel from their lives. It was only Ni’ihan that remained. Why Ni’ihan did so was a point of speculation — his strong guess being for the benefit of Jacinth — but whatever her reasons, it was one of the last ties Cartmel had to the Aileuti family. A family she had loved almost as much as her own.
Because of that, Cartmel expressed, in his eyes, one of the last notions of any benevolence that was within her. Because of such, she treated these scheduled business meetings with reverence.
It was that aspect that sent his perception reeling toward the fantastical. For the Cartmel he observed, to be so objectively cruel and evil, was too, the woman who exhibited a pronounced contrariety in her approach to Ni’ihan. They were glimpses of the woman he figured existed so many years ago. One that appealed for others to lend their love and devotion to her. Something that was long passed, as the dreamlike life she once lived, had, by her own hands, become one of horror.
• • •
“This … is so beautiful,” Jacinth breathed out with a cadence of sincere wonderment.
Tane felt his own breath catch, as exaggeration wasn’t something he could accuse Jacinth of at the moment. For the site truly was one of surreal beauty.
He stepped forward further, towards the edge of the dock, and examined the landscape before him.
The Sea of Minu stretched out panoramically on a vast, flat plane. Its waters, in the shallows before him, retained a stillness that rendered the sea a mirror: one that reflected the puffy white clouds above him perfectly. But as his eyes drifted towards the distance — the falling sun, deep into the west — was accompanied by clouds that kissed the horizon’s line and reflected against the water, creating a picture where one could not accurately tell where the clouds ended and the sea began. It was an impression, he imagined, of what eternity would be. One that was so intense, he felt the ethereal sight bring the question to his mind as if he were in a lucid dream. But as his sight moved slowly across the vanishing point, the barrier islands in the far distance broached the boundless waters and, in turn, broke infinities’ trance.
He glanced over to Jacinth, whose expression showed one of similar wonderment as he again spoke in a whisper, “so beautiful.”
“I anticipated you would enjoy this place,” Ni’ihan remarked in her gentle tone. “While it’s a little further from town, it has been under some expansion of recent, and is benefitting from that. It’s always been very popular for fishing with the flat-bottom boaters. This area is thousands of hectares in size. Rich in life. And because of the natural barriers and depth restriction, overfishing hasn’t been an issue, lending itself to be labeled as a foraging spot. Because it’s not a matter of if you’ll catch something, but what to choose to keep, as you can catch so much. That being said, local leaders are slowly developing this area. They naturally don’t want to lose what they have by growing beyond its means.”
Tane turned back toward the multiple lounge chairs that were placed on the dock and sat to one next to Ni’ihan. He took a moment to study her as her eyes remained focused on Jacinth.
It always struck him as interesting how prolifically the Lost People’s genetic makeup would be on display in family lines. To see Ni’ihan was to see aspects of Jacinth and the whole of the Aileuti family. Tall. Thin. Graceful in their movements and air. Even her predominantly soft spoken tone seemed to be genetic. Further, in what was another common trait in the family, Ni’ihan was very attractive. Her flawless golden-warm complexion defied her age. In his eyes, the only hint of her quarturns was in her short, black-brown hair, which featured wisps of silver throughout.
However, in a personality deviation from her parents and Jacinth, she wasn’t one to smile or offer much in the way of physical affection. She wasn’t by any means cold; she only impressed upon him that she was very reserved. And the natural kindness she did have was always presented through the verbal.
But Ni’ihan was exhibiting a bit more personable emotions as she studied Jacinth with a concerned expression and offered in a caring cadence.
“If you’d like, I’ll have the meals from the restaurant delivered down here to the dock. I have done so before. They’re very accommodating.”
His eyes turned to Jacinth as he shook his head gently, barely acknowledging Ni’ihan’s words.
It was a gesture that caused Ni’ihan’s expression to move from worry to one of gentle reproach; her voice turned to a scold as she spoke.
“Now don’t tell me you don’t have a stomach for food. The fish and hardshells are caught fresh daily, and are another level of delicious. I’m going to fulfill my role as aunt in several regards this evening. Feeding you and providing you with unsolicited advice.”
“I cannot stop looking at this view,” Jacinth commented with another breath of wonder.
“Well, that view is just as nice here. Come sit,” Ni’ihan ordered.
It was a request that Jacinth obliged, but did so with an exaggerated head roll. As to imply he wasn’t happy with being removed from his vantage point. It was one that both he and Ni’ihan recognised, as they both released a light chortle to his actions.
But as Jacinth sat on the lounge chair on the other side of Ni’ihan, she commented with a sigh.
“I’m sorry your mother couldn’t join us.”
“I can say with perfect certainty, she was exhausted after all the meetings. She presumed you had heard the rumors of recent events, which caused her to be a good deal more high-strung than normal and …” Jacinth paused as he seemed to consider his word. “She values your opinion and esteem even to this day.”
It was a comment that required no response on Ni’ihan’s part, as she only nodded and returned her gaze out toward the water.
As they sat in silence for several minutes, he had to agree with Jacinth’s assertion of Cartmel’s desires. Primarily, it had been a very long day of meetings in which Cartmel restrained herself on multiple occasions when unfortunate news was shared. Clenching her jaw and deferring to Jacinth with an understood “look,” denoting that he was to be her voice. All in an effort to present her best self before Ni’ihan. Additionally, Cartmel not only showed sincere smiles during informal conversations, but also engaged in physical contact. Something that to him was quite noteworthy. While physical touch wasn’t common in formal settings, Cartmel was eager to bring Ni’ihan’s hand into both of hers, and held for an extended period, as they performed the obligatory conventional greetings.
He sighed a little as made his thoughts known.
“Just from my observation … granted, yes, Cartmel looked as if her stomach was knotted like a fist during a majority of the meetings … but it was easy to see she was happy. Seeing you, Ni’ihan, was good for her.”
“Agreed wholly,” Ni’ihan affirmed. “Sharp eyes on you, Tane. She isn’t happy often. She was today.”
As the silence returned to the conversation, his mind considered Ni’ihan’s words. That Cartmel wasn’t happy often. His mind could not help but wonder if she was deserving of happiness. From his point of view, she didn’t. She was a cruel woman who brought pain and misery to countless innocent people. But part of him wondered if her happiness was the catalyst or product of her actions. What truly was the source of her deeds? Not that he didn’t accept the premise that sometimes people were malevolent for the sake of malevolence. But Cartmel was too intelligent and self-aware, in his opinion, to fall to such intractable behaviors. Why was she like this?
He released his breath vocally and supposed those questions were asked by many and would likely have no singular answer. Life and people were often complicated in that regard.
But it appeared such contemplations were not only on his mind, as Jacinth broke the silence and asked in a serious tone.
“I would like to ask you a difficult question.”
“By all means,” Ni’ihan responded in an encouraging tone.
“Why do you believe she treats you and I so particularly differently?”
His eyes looked to Ni’ihan, whose attention turned forward out again, toward the water, as her mouth began to purse significantly. He knew the question would be difficult for her to answer for either one of two reasons. One: she truly had no answer and could only speculate to no one’s satisfaction. Or two: she knew the reason and was determining how to reply in a manner that would save some of Jacinth’s feelings.
“If you want my honest assessment,” Ni’ihan offered in an honest, yet gentle tone. “While this may be hard to hear, I believe the truth of the matter is … When Cartmel sees me, I’m a reminder of all the beautiful times she had in her life with Leyseono and our family. When she sees you; you’re a reminder of all the painful times that continue.”
As Ni’ihan took a deep, vocal breath, one that seemed to indicate she was distressed by the words she had just shared with Jacinth, she quickly continued as she explained.
“I need not tell you this, but I will, for the sake of redundancy. This isn’t an indictment of you as a person. You’re well aware of who you are, and how good you are. It’s strictly a faulty perception on her part. One you will never be able to control or change.”
He looked over to Jacinth, whose expression showed one of understanding and acceptance. As if Ni’ihan’s words were a confirmation of what he already knew.
But before Jacinth would respond, Ni’ihan spoke in a firm and questioning tone.
“Now it’s my turn to ask a hard question. Does what I told you make it any easier? To move forward with what you’re planning?”
He felt his eyes widen slightly, as he wondered if it was speculation on Ni’ihan’s part, or she was privy to some information. It was one that was shared by Jacinth, who asked in a coy tone.
“And what is it you think I am planning?”
“You’re not the only one who has contacts in obscure places, young man,” Ni’ihan responded in a faux-lecturing tone. But it was one that quickly turned serious as she continued. “I will advise: be exceedingly careful. While Cartmel would never sully herself to associate with such persons, she has moderate success with her WARS. If I’ve heard rumors, she may have heard them, too.”
“Indeed,” Jacinth spoke in a detached voice.
“Nevertheless, you haven’t answered my question,” Ni’ihan pressed.
He watched as Jacinth took his eyes off the view and looked to Ni’ihan directly, in an attempt to convey his honest response.
“You would think being the recipient of someone’s resentment would lend itself to the desire for a sort of revenge. But that does not resonate with me. I would never claim I am not a … smartass or marginally petty. I exhibit both in excess at times. But what is required here is justice. I refuse to let good people suffer her any further.”
“I want to point something out,” Ni’ihan offered as she turned slightly in her seat to face Jacinth more directly. “You have always impressed upon me the desire to be a bastion of self-mastery. And while we can argue the various cultural applications of such, as I’m sure Tane will attest to, there are commonalities. If you want to exercise discipline. If you want to exercise mental and physical fortitude. Nothing showcases these characteristics more than when you can admit you’re wrong.”
“I agree with you wholly. These are matters I have strived for,” Jacinth acknowledged with a deep nod before he questioned. “But I would ask of you … do you think I am wrong?”
Ni’ihan returned to her position in her seat; her gaze moved back out to the water as she answered in a factual tone.
“No. I don’t. What is going through my mind is concern. Asking why it has to be you.”
“Because it does,” Jacinth spoke firmly. “I am not looking at this as a bloody coup. However, I cannot guarantee what is going to transpire. Because of that, I will need the most competent and reliable people to keep steady the ship as it will shudder in the aftermath. I have made my choice, and it is the correct one.”
He watched as Ni’ihan let out a soft breath of concession that was followed by a rare delicate smile, as she spoke in a sweet and evocative pitch.
“Dear Jacinth. You’re reminding me greatly of Leyseono at this moment. And for that; I cannot thank you enough.”
• • •
Tane looked at Jacinth, who was slumped over the bench seat in the train compartment as they headed back to Hylaton from Melchior.
The day had been a long, with heavy moments. But upon Jacinth confirming some rumors Ni’ihan had heard, and making his intentions known, Ni’ihan had decided the rest of their visit would be pleasant. She apologized immensely for dominating the conversation and turned the attention to him, food, and news of the extended family for Jacinth’s benefit.
For himself, it was a very enjoyable evening, as the meal was beyond delicious to the point he overindulged. But as the night began to close in, farewells were shared, and he, Jacinth, and his assistants began their return to Hylaton. However, plans quickly changed; for not long after takeoff, Jacinth requested the flight to be diverted to Melchior, as he confessed he was in need of some spirits to lift his.
While he personally didn’t endorse drinking as a salve, they often made trips to Melchior to enjoy the nightlife there. And because of this, he offered to accompany Jacinth as a “sober-seni” and let Jacinth fully unwind. Something he was glad he did, as Jacinth had been an unusually heavy drinker that night. And while Jacinth remained in control, never showing himself as drunk, once they had gotten on the train to the cabin car, Jacinth had flopped over and was sleeping soundly.
It made sense to him, as he well imagined Jacinth was processing a lot of thoughts and emotions. From missing his, by choice, segregated extended family — to missing his father, who was mentioned often. It was a visit that, while very pleasant, carried with it repercussions that weighed heavy on Jacinth.
However, his thoughts were hovering on the heavier aspects of the conversation that had been had that day. Of Jacinth’s plans. Ones that he continued to keep very close and not divulge to what seemed to be anyone.
Yet the premise “seemed” was what struck him most that night; while they pub-crawled to several places, they too met up with a handful of people that had become regular encounters when they were in Melchior. This wouldn’t have phased him too much, but the brushes, always at different public houses and bars, appeared to be purposeful and serious in nature. For when such occurrences happened, Jacinth would always excuse himself and, to his observations, conduct conversations of staidness as jovial expressions were never exhibited.
He was coming to a conclusion that these concurrences were the product of Jacinth’s said plans. Ones he was keeping from him. And at that moment, he wasn’t certain if he was obliged or not. Jacinth was a dear friend to him; one of the closest he had ever had. And it was a sentiment that he knew was shared by Jacinth, as he was eager to show his appreciation in such by reminding him regularly. In that, he genuinely wanted to help and protect Jacinth, in whatever was happening. Though he wondered if the reasons for Jacinth’s actions were that he was exercising the same wishes: to protect his friend.
He released the vocal sigh as his eyes looked out the window; the moons were illuminating parts of the dark countryside. He nearly chuckled, as it seemed a metaphor for the moment. Elements passing him by quickly, shrouded in darkness, with only hints elucidated by truth’s light; and him just along for the ride. For now.
Book 1 — Chapter 28
Day: Hynyuia
Date: 20
Month: Nokaokarium
Quarturn: 1618
Location: The city of Melchior
Ash stepped off the last step into the foyer with a slight jump that caused a thud; one that echoed louder than she had anticipated on the quiet morning. However, it was something that could not be helped; she was in such a good mood, she could feel the bounce in her step coming naturally.
But as she entered the pub, her concerns that she would wake anyone with her heavy steps were quickly eased, as her attention came to a table that had Akiva, Porter, and Miles sitting at it.
She let out a measured voice to retain the quiet as she addressed everyone and asked.
“Happy Hynyuia. What’s everyone doing up so early? Porter? Why are you here?”
As she pulled the chair from the table and sat to the seat, she looked around at everyone as they returned her greeting with smiles, though Akiva responded with a yawn.
“I can answer those questions. Um … Porter is here because he never left last night. Slept in one of the spare rooms.”
“Yeah,” Porter responded with a sigh as he stretched his arms above his head. “It’s been a long couple of weeks and it caught up with me last night. Had to crash here. The joys of getting older.”
She hand waved away his comment as she fussed with a tease.
“Bite your tongue. You’re far from being labeled as older. You just overwork yourself, as I’m sure Dr. Chima has told you often.”
“Yeah, yeah,” Porter responded with a grin as he lifted the cup from the table and drank, trying to avoid any further engagement in the accusation.
“Never mind that,” Akiva put forth with her own hand wave as she continued. “Why we are up so early is because Miles here is trying to endear himself to us and made us all a serious morning meal with the stuff he bought from his own pocket yesterday.”
She felt her eyes widen with disbelief as she looked at Miles, who shrugged and scratched the back of his neck with an expression and voice of modesty.
“Yeah, no … it’s not all that. I wanted to become more acquainted with the kitchen and figured the best way to do that was to cook something that wasn’t customer-related. Plus, I know food is being rationed right now. I still have some savings. Doesn’t hurt to share some of the resources.”
“That’s so kind and fabled of you!” she sincerely gushed with Miles’ generosity, as it really was beyond what someone so new to the fold would commonly do. But before any further thanks could be given, Akiva chuckled and stated.
“Now don’t get too excited. He’s just trying to manipulate us into liking him.”
“It’s working,” Porter declared. “Color me manipulated and ready to subscribe to his newsletter.”
It was something that struck her as funny, and everyone else, as they shared a good laugh.
But as the laughs subsided, she let out a relaxed sigh and asked.
“So what interesting conversation did I interrupt?”
“Actually,” Akiva responded in a serious tone. “It was perfect timing on your part. Nugget was down here earlier. And yes, we fed her before you ask. Anywho, while she was eating with us, she was looking pretty down in the mouth and we charmed it out of her that apparently this last Hynyengo, someone at school called her a ‘toe’okao’ … it translates to ‘feral.’ But I’m sure you can imagine it’s popular slang for something more derogatory.”
She felt her anger immediately explode in her; the idea of anyone hurting Naira in any manner prompted her blood pressure to rise. It was an emotion that forced her mouth to purse and her eyes to squint, as her mind considered what she could do about it. But her attention was drawn from her thoughts back to Akiva, who continued.
“I tried to make her feel better by telling her how important she must be when the boy that called her such, he went through all the effort to learn an Attata word and slang phrase just to hurt her feelings. She understood, but it didn’t cheer her up all that much, so I think she was really stung by it.”
As she listened, she felt her anger moving about into places that she knew weren’t rational. She tried to keep the anger at bay as she commented to Akiva.
“I don’t know how helpful it could be to spin a hurtful act into something positive.”
“Uuuggghhh,” Akiva groaned as she rolled her eyes and looked at Porter and Miles. “Did I not tell you she would be like this?”
She felt her eyebrows raise in question, as Akiva’s words were sparking a personal irritation. But before she could remark, Akiva threw her hand up to ask to her to pause as she spoke.
“Let me preface my thoughts with this. Ash … You came in here day one and behaved like a mother to Naira. You’ve taken the role seriously. I respect you for that. You’re trying to raise her right and protect her. I’ve been watching you since that first day, and I would say overall you’re doing great. However, this is a bit more complicated given her Attata nature, so hear us out.”
Akiva settled into the seat and brandished a playful grin to her introductory statement.
“Let me tell you a little story about life. If you really want to protect her on this one, you’ve gotta teach that child that when people say shit to her that’s based on bigotry and not on constructive criticism, she knows it’s a deficit on the part of the speaker, not on her. She has to be confident of who she is. She has to have a self-esteem that is both idiot-proof and humbly mature. Watzeens are taught from a young age to be unwavering in that. I mean, we’re viewed as arrogant jerks to most of y’all’s down-here sensibilities; but our social interactions with other Watzeens are meant to have a self-certitude that knows the difference between an asshole and someone providing sincere guidance.”
Porter nodded in agreement and spoke his mind.
“We’ve been talking about it since Naira went back upstairs. I was telling them I grew up in an Oken community, so we had similar basic teachings. They teach children a manner of self-esteem, so they don’t resort to pushing someone else down to make themselves feel better. It made sense, because that particular act of self-pride through subjecting is an artificial elevation. But like anything artificial, it’s not sustainable. You have to do it more and more to retain a level of elevation that gradually evolves into unfounded hate; that really is just a product of self-loathing that one projects onto others. And when something like that spreads on a community level, you run into problems maintaining social contracts that are meant for everyone in the community.”
Her attention turned to Miles, who enthused.
“Damn, Porter! That was inspired. Is that the way you talk at your union and workers’ rights meetings?”
“Yeah, I guess,“ Porter responded with a shy grin at Miles’ sincere praise. He shrugged softly as he continued. “I’m a bit more voiced like that at meetings. I get passionate about fairness. And in fairness, I will say there are social failings that, no matter how much assuredness you have, it feels almost impossible to escape from. Poverty is one of those things. But my self-conviction at least pushes me to never stop fighting for economic equality.”
“Can anyone come to one of your meetings or do you have to …” Miles began to ask before he was quickly cut off by Akiva, who spoke loudly over his words.
“As I was SAYING!”
It was an interruption that caught them all as humorous as it evoked a laugh from them, as Akiva again rolled her eyes and head with an exaggeration of her irritation. But before she could continue, Porter put his hand up to indicate he wasn’t finished and continued.
“Yes … back to Akiva’s point. I was just going to add that ridicule, even in the form of simple terminology, can be a powerful weapon when it comes to exerting control over someone. Say something to someone long enough, especially when they’re predisposed, and they start to believe it. In that, they become more malleable and exploitable by the manipulator. That’s why our movement puts so much emphasis on self-worth and agency for the working individual. This can be used personally too. So I agree that instilling sincere confidence is an important seeding for Naira to navigate the people who would want to either do her harm, or manipulate her for their own purposes.”
She felt her brow furrow as she looked at Porter and asked.
“Did you grace something? I’m … I’m not trying to over-extrapolate what you just said. I just thought I had caught something there. Someone manipulating her for their own purposes.”
“There might be a little gracing there, yes,” Porter admitted. “What I could discern was the boy who called her that might be trying to use the negative words to break her down so he could influence her and use her Attata graces for his own benefit. But I can’t say for certain, as it’s a vague grace, but one worthy of consideration, as even if it’s not the case this time, it will eventually be something she has to deal with.”
“Oh!” Akiva interjected quickly. “Miles, tell her what you told us.”
Her attention turned to Miles, who offered.
“They’re both right. I was saying that Naira isn’t going to escape chauvinism of some form in this life. No matter how much collectively people have tried to eradicate such, it’s still a lingering factor. I can’t tell you how many asinine ways I have seen people attempt to distinguish themselves above others. A couple valleys over from where I’m from, it was a matter of where people lived. If you lived on the valley floor, you were considered better than those who lived on the mountain sides. That’s all it took. An entire group of humes. All about the same education level. All about the same economic level. All went to Sanctuary. All shopped at the same damn stores. Yet, they still managed to find a superficial way to impart partiality and created an environment of intolerance. It had negative consequences for some on both sides who were bought into the nonsense. Naira is going to come in contact with that many times in her life and she needs to learn early how to reject the vitriol and even actively transgress any bias put upon her.”
“And how does she do the latter?” she asked.
“I wish I could answer that one,” Miles replied with a regretful sigh. “I have my own quirks that provoke me something stupid, that no matter how much I’ve tried to circumvent the biases put upon me, I haven’t been able to shake them. They affect me negatively to this day. But from the few days I’ve been here … and from what I’ve heard about you from them … if there’s anyone capable of discovering how to learn Naira into an indomitable spirit, it’s you.”
She offered a halfhearted smile to his words as, while they were kind, she still was troubled over what had been shared with her and couldn’t shake it. The idea of someone hurting Naira was anger-inducing, but to do it in order to use Naira was not only something she didn’t consider, but was making her blindingly livid. But before she could speak her thoughts, Akiva remarked to Miles’ comments.
“It’s all-y’all’s desperation for sectarianism.”
“Yes, because Watzeen’s would never engage in something as loathsome as sectarianism,” Porter injected in a mocking tone.
“No indeed. We are above such fray,” Akiva responded with equal sarcasm. But as her voice returned to a more serious tone, she mused aloud her thoughts. “No one living here is without the original sin of weird biases of some kind. Miles, you’re right, too; people invent biases faster than we can count them. Truthfully, I’m not one who finds fault in allegiance or pride. It can have its benefits.Too, there’s nothing wrong with having pride in aspects of your life. But Deo damnit, y’all take it to extremes. Like with sports, I get the pride aspect of it as a collective representation of a community. But shit, can’t even do that to a limit without some attaching their ego to a team and turning it into a vehicle of violence. I get cultural pride, but sure as shit, someone will find a way to turn it into ethnocentrism; and I’m saying this as an admitted culturalist. Being a Watzeen, when I first was on the outside looking in, it was baffling; you wonder what’s missing in y’all’s psyche that finds the need to perpetually descry another way to ‘other’ people. I’m not just picking on one peoples here; all-y’all play this weird game. It got to where it became sadly comical and I had to see it in person. Turns out, y’all are actually pretty cool for the most part, our current topic notwithstanding.”
“Thanks?” Miles uttered with a questioning pitch to his voice that was followed by Porter with a “Yeah … thanks, I guess.”
It was one that caused Akiva to laugh; her comments could be taken as less than praise, and she recognized that with Miles’ and Porter’s responses. She again hand waved both of them away as she finished her thoughts.
“All that being said, don’t you worry about this one … we got you. Everything we just told you is what we said to her … more or less. She asked a lot of questions and by the time we were done, she was all smiles and back to her nugget’s self. We just wanted to tell you what we told her for, you know … consistency purposes.”
She pushed the chair out and began to stand as she spoke.
“And for that, I’m grateful. Seriously. Thank you for talking with her and with me. I’m still pretty enraged here … but going to have a talk with her myself and see if there are any lingering issues.”
As she turned and moved towards the foyer and stairs, she called over her shoulder.
“Save me some food.”
• • •
“Can I come in?” Ash asked after she knocked and opened Naira’s door a crack.
“Come in, Ash,” Naira responded in a voice that struck her as one that didn’t seem as happy as Akiva had made her out to be.
As she entered, she noticed Naira was sitting on the floor on the far side of her room, next to her bed. She moved over to her and sat on the floor and noticed she was playing with some building blocks that her father had given Naira. Toys he had saved once she had stopped playing with them, in hopes of passing on to his grandchildren. It was a hope that in her mind was coming to pass, as she just couldn’t see a future without Naira in it. As she adjusted herself on the floor, she began to separate the pile into stacks by size as she spoke.
“Several solar years ago, I was watching a documentary show about an athlete. The athlete was talking about when he was younger, he didn’t have a father, and how when he was trying to learn his chosen sport, a man came up to him on the pitch and was giving him advice. He played with the man for a while and then took him to go meet his mom, who was not too far away, watching. When they interviewed the man — who came to be his stepfather — the man said when he saw the child, he wanted to help him because he was worried the child was going to hurt himself as he was doing the sport wrong. But as he played with the child, he felt a connection with the child. He wanted to protect the child and wanted the child to thrive, as he was so taken by his spirit. Of course, the mom was just as amazing, and the man and mom fell in love and he became the stepfather of the child. The athlete, now grown, was saying how the stepfather was a gift from Deo to him; and how he was one of the best things that ever happened in his life. I couldn’t understand at the time how someone could just make a family connection like that; so quickly yet sincerely. That was until I met you. I had the natural instincts to want to protect another life. But it was so much more than that. I felt a connection to you that reminded me so much of how that man felt. Some would say it’s silly … but it felt spiritual. Like soul family.”
She looked at Naira, who smiled and nodded knowingly as she looked up from the blocks and spoke.
“I felt that way, too. Like you were the mom I was supposed to have. The mom I wanted. I kind of picked you.”
“Well, I’m more than thrilled you did,” she responded with a chuckle to Naira’s words.
But no further words could be shared, as Naira asked quickly.
“Did you talk to Akiva, Porter, and Miles? Miles made the morning meal. It was really good.”
“I did,” she responded. “They told me what you all talked about. Said they gave you some advice.”
She stopped the sorting of the blocks as she looked up to Naira and watched as she nodded and spoke.
“I like Miles a lot. He’s very funny. He made me laugh, asking who it was so he can yell at their parents for raising a bad kid. He’s right, Y’dlan is gross. And they told me to know when people say things to be mean like that, they are trying to hurt me so they can hurt me or use me more. I’m going to try hard to do that.”
“So they told me,” she commented in a firm voice. It was one that she didn’t wish to sound harsh as her anger was certainly not with Naira, but she had concerns that were in her mind as she asked.
“Can I ask why you didn’t want to tell me about it?”
Naira shrugged as she responded.
“Akiva is better at being mean. I thought she was going to tell me what to say that would make him cry, too.”
She felt the chuckle come to her as she tried to restrain it behind sealed lips. It was a futile endeavor, as it came out in a burst that caused her to bring her hand to her mouth as she spoke around the continued chuckle.
“That is true. Did she give you any good ideas?”
Naira paused her building and let out her own adorable giggle, as she nodded enthusiastically and answered.
“She did. She said they would probably get me in trouble with the instructors, but it would be worth it.”
“Well, we don’t want you to get into trouble,” she responded as her voice settled to one of sincerity. “But I do want you to know you can tell me anything and everything. I’m here for you.”
She felt her brow furrow in worry as Naira sighed vocally and put the blocks down and brought her hands to her knees and rubbed with worry. Naira’s expression affirmed her body language; it was wrecked with anxiousness as she tried to speak several times, only to stop herself and continue to fidget with concern. Finally, after several moments, Naira spoke in a hushed tone, as if she was trying to make certain no one else would hear her.
“I have a lot I want to tell you, Ash. There’s so much coming. Like brother … I mean … his name is Tristus … he’s not my real brother like Wayra, but he will be like you. And my other brother who’s kind of like a brother. And … I want to tell you about the bad stuff that’s coming. How it’s really scary. But good stuff will happen too. But I don’t want you to be scared of the bad stuff. And … I had a scary vision this morning …”
Naira trailed off as her face was fully contorted into one of stress. It was one that prompted her to encourage her with a soft tone as she spoke.
“Of course you can tell me, and we’ll figure this out together.”
“No, she can’t,” Wayra’s voice spoke in an unyielding pitch.
It was one that caused both her and Naira to jump, as neither of them expected Wayra to be at the door. She looked at Wayra, who offered a light smile but continued his rigid tone.
“Sorry I startled you two. But no, Naira cannot tell you these things. She has a responsibility as an Attata to manage her graces.”
Ash felt another flash of anger come to her as she pursed her lips and considered her thoughts. She didn’t want to upset Naira any further, but she was not happy with Wayra’s words and approach to this. She released a faux smile and looked at Naira as she nodded and spoke in jest.
“So, I’m not going to fight with Wayra here … but I’m about to fight with Wayra here.”
She felt a sincere relief, as Naira giggled at her words and released a great deal of the disquiet from her face. She turned to Wayra and asserted her thoughts.
“While we all know Naira is a highly intelligent and capable girl, she’s also very young and some of these events she is gracing might have an extremely negative effect on her emotionally. You can’t expect a child to grace an event that is traumatizing her and just carry that burden alone. She needs context. She needs guidance. She might even need some basic therapy to process what she’s seeing and how it affects her.”
“And I appreciate that,” Wayra spoke in what she considered to be a dismissive tone. “But she’s not alone. She can come to me. Further, part of the reason we don’t go through everything is because some of what she sees would be even further traumatizing with context.”
“Okay. I will grant you that context could add to the trauma. But that may comprise a very minute part of what she’s seeing. You can’t convince me that forcing her to internalize these events she’s graced is good for her overall wellbeing. She needs an outlet. And I did hear you … that you can be that outlet for her. But I want to ask you sincerely. Do you believe that you can provide every guidance and counseling she may need to effectively keep her from prolonged emotional wounding?”
“No, I can’t,” Wayra spoke in a matter-of-fact tone. He sighed with resignation as he came into the room and sat on the bed as he continued. “No. It’s not enough. It wasn’t enough for me when I started seeing my first sights, and I didn’t see half of what she does, and I was older than her. But please know it’s complicated. There are a host of reasons that we need to keep a lot of what we see to ourselves. One being … I’m one who believes to share an event may change an event … and I worry about the natural order of things. I will admit, I’m frustratingly changeable about this … but I usually can justify it enough to make a cohesive argument. But I cannot be inconsistent with this. I’m sorry … but what she graces has to stay between her, me, and maybe a couple other people who are also blessed with graces.”
Ash felt the vocal sigh release as she offered a light smile, but shook her head.
“I’m sorry, too. But I can’t agree with you. I understand the reasoning behind the silence … not wanting to affect futures. But not at the expense of her mental health.”
“I guess we’re at an impasse on this one then,” Wayra stated with another vocal sigh. But as he slapped his hands to his knees and increased pitch to his voice toward a tease, he offered. “Well, you can join Akiva in the ‘Wayra is a Turd Club’ as she has had words with me about this, too. And has taken a similar point of view as you have.”
She looked at Naira, who gave her a bright smile and continued with Wayra’s tease.
“Where do I sign up? I think we need to have buttons made.”
She felt a great deal of relief, as Naira giggled with vigor as she jumped into her arms with a hug. It was a hug that also came with words to her ear as Naira whispered.
“Thank you for trying.”
She squeezed Naira tight to her, but released the hug and she noticed Wayra standing from the bed and walking out of the room. As she stood from the floor quickly, she announced her plans.
“I’m going to go give your brother a hard time for a bit longer. I’ll be back to play with you. Okay?”
As Naira nodded, she dashed across the room and out the door, closing it gently behind her.
“Hey. I’m not done with you,” she called after Wayra as he was plodding down the hall.
As he turned, he gave a quick grin and spoke in a sarcastic tone.
“Didn’t need graces to know that.”
“Smart-ass,” she responded as she walked toward him. Once she reached him, he pulled her into his own embrace and held as she continued. “I don’t want to argue with you. I just want to say that at some point, like when we have children, you will have to let me in wholly to this Attata life. You can’t manage all those little one’s sights on your own.”
“See, that’s where you’re wrong,” Wayra put forth. “While I’m damn certain I want to spend the rest of my life with you … it won’t be a life with children. I don’t want children.”
She pulled herself from his embrace and looked him in the eyes, and she felt the disappointment rise in her.
“Oh … that’s a problem.”
“It is,” Wayra admitted as he pulled her back into his arms. “But it’s one we’ll have plenty of time to find a solution for us both.”
As she tried to release the disappointment, she agreed such conversations and serious considerations would come in time. But another matter was at the forefront of her mind as she pulled back from him slightly to look him in the eyes as she asked.
“Do you know what calamities Naira saw with her graces?”
“I do,” Wayra responded with a grave voice and a worry in his eyes. But as he again pulled her into his arms, he squeezed her tight and continued in a tone that asserted a resoluteness to his thoughts. “And this is where my changeable nature comes in. If it means harm coming to you, or anyone I care about, I will try my damndest to use all my faculties to make certain it never comes to pass.”
Book 1 — Chapter 29
Day: Hyningo
Date: 21
Month: Nokaokarium
Quarturn: 1618
Location: The city of Hylaton
Tane felt the mild surprise come over him; while it was common to see Jacinth on the daily, it was uncommon for him to be waiting for him at his office door so early. Not that his presence was a negative; he always enjoyed engaging with Jacinth. However, he was versed enough to know his presence so early could only mean something unfortunate. Further, as he grew closer to him, he studied his visage, and noted Jacinth looked particularly drawn.
As Jacinth rose from a seat in the waiting area and hurried toward him, Tane let out a breath of vocal resignation and asked Jacinth.
“And what heartburn-inducing news do you have for me this fine morning?”
“Thankfully, my contribution to your discomfort will be minimal,” Jacinth responded with a chuckle and a shake of his head. “I am only here to escort you to the boardroom.”
“Is there a problem?” he asked, as his stomach turned with concern.
“Not that I am aware of,” Jacinth answered with a smile, as if he were trying to ease the obvious concerns. “Mother messaged me on my way in today. Said she wanted to see us both promptly, without fail. From what I could gather from the subtext, there didn’t seem to be a problem, but whatever it is, she ascribed an urgency.”
He glanced at his office door as he wondered if he should drop off his case and jacket. But his brief considerations were deterred, as Jacinth seemed to notice his glance and advised.
“You could leave your items in the office, but such details will not go unnoticed. She will see you did not come straight away as instructed, and she will have words about such. I am not saying this as an endorsement of her absurd rigid conditioning. I only want to save you from some grief.”
He released a grateful smile and turned to return down the hall as Jacinth fell in next to him.
“And I appreciate your attention to those details,” he commented to Jacinth. “You’re perfectly right; she would notice and it would lead to grief. Thank you for being … simply put, hyperaware.”
“Yes. Hyperaware …” Jacinth spoke with sadness in his voice. “To navigate her fastidiousness, one has to train themselves to be meticulous and vaticinate her conscientiousness if one wants to avoid her ire.”
He felt his own sadness strike him as they reached the elevator, and he took a moment to study Jacinth’s expression. It was one that spoke of dispirit and exhaustion.
“You’re looking weary today. You okay?” he asked.
Jacinth shrugged as they entered the elevator and spoke around a tired breath.
“Did not have a productive weekend in the restorative department. My mind was engaged and … I’m asking Deo to please direct me toward a peaceful week.”
It was a prayer he could relate to, and always hoped for himself. But the summoning by Cartmel wasn’t a promising indication that such prayers would go answered.
• • •
Tane felt another breath of vexation come to him as he looked at his messages, trying to manage his team and assistant remotely with little of what he needed to do so effectively in front of him. It had been nearly an hour since they had entered the boardroom, per Cartmel’s request. A request that she implied was one of urgency, so much so that he forwent gathering anything that could have let him work while he waited.
But as he glanced at his jacket and bag — items he set on the table in order to be highly visible to Cartmel — he still agreed with Jacinth’s opinion that stopping by his office would have certainly raised Cartmel’s temper, and he truly didn’t want to feel the brunt of such. Yet, he was now questioning whether there was urgency or if she was just exercising her power. Commanding actions, only to see them completed for no other reason than to sate her own ego. It wouldn’t have been the first time she used such methods to remind people of their place in the order. But after the past Hynyengo, he figured she would have still been in Cartmel’s version of a “good mood,” and would find little need to stroke her identity.
Further, it was always a strange matter to him that she held all the meetings in the boardroom, never in her office. So much so, he had never actually seen Cartmel’s office. From what he could gather, the only people that had been in the office were Cartmel, Jacinth, Brisocas, and Cartmel’s assistant. He supposed there was a reason; but at the moment, said reason was beyond his grasp.
As he looked around, he supposed part of that reason was it was one of the few places in the building that had nothing in the way of security equipment. From cameras to listening devices, the room was devoid of all manners of monitoring. The only one he was aware of was a strategically placed camera that was in the hall leading to the room. An image-only device that would show who was coming and going, but wouldn’t reveal even a pixel of the interior of the boardroom. Too, the camera in the hall wasn’t the typical facial recognition and data-collecting versions found in most of the company, but an older video version. It was something he observed was done — perhaps by design — in some of the more sensitive areas of the company. As if part of the deterrent was to imply that there was nothing of import in said areas, as the lack of high-tech security was an active camouflage.
Granted, he knew it wasn’t always the case; some parts of the company were locked down so tight, they had invented proprietary methods to keep company secrets, a secret. But it was the lack that always sincerely concerned him. As if perhaps behind those doors lay the worst of Hylatee’s deeds.
He pushed the thoughts from his mind as he glanced over to Jacinth, who had settled into his seat as soon as he entered the boardroom and had fallen asleep. It was a fitful sleep; Jacinth bounced regularly from hypnic jerks and what he could only assume were nightmares. But given how Jacinth looked that morning, he was happy to see him getting any rest while possible.
But just as the thought of something good coming of the wait crossed his mind, his attention was taken; the door from Cartmel’s office opened and ended the available resting period for Jacinth.
He coughed into the crook of his elbow with feigned emphasis to alarm Jacinth, who woke instantly and returned to his waiting position. It was an action that caused both Jacinth and himself to grin, as Cartmel entered with haste and didn’t seem to notice Jacinth’s slumber.
However, their grins did not go unnoticed; as soon as Cartmel reached her chair, she looked at them and her eyes narrowed slightly as she spoke.
“Why the grins? Given I’ve been held up, making your wait so long, I expected other expressions.”
“No, indeed,” Jacinth spoke in a tone of sarcasm. “We were using the time to make jokes at your expense.”
“Okay, smartass,” Cartmel responded in a slightly unaffected tone. “I know you try your best to wound me with your words, but you’ll have to try much harder than that.”
“Noted,” Jacinth replied with a chuckle.
He felt his breath release as his concerns about what the meeting would constitute began to fade; Cartmel didn’t seem to be in a particularly sour mood — only a little frazzled and rushed, as she sat at the table and pulled a couple papers from her case.
As she read over the papers, she spoke in a surprisingly contritionary tone.
“I see you came right away, Tane. Appreciate your diligence. I had every intention of being here straight away myself, but I wanted a bit more information, and retrieving that took longer than it should. Nevertheless, I have the information now, and am ready to speak with you concerning the island of Diboli.”
He felt his brow immediately furrow in question as his head turned, and he asked.
“I’m sorry. The island of Diboli? I’m not recalling this …”
As his voice faded off, he watched as Cartmel blinked several times with her own confusion; her expression began to move to irritation. But as she seemed to have a moment of clarity, her facial expression instantly changed as she responded.
“Yes. Yes. I was about to become livid. But yes … when I spoke with you last about it, I wasn’t provided with the name of the island, given it’s technically in the Shattered Continent’s borders. However, now that I have been given more information, I understand the Adenan Okens have been referencing it as Diboli.”
As soon as he heard the mention of the Adenan Okens, his memory served him, and he recalled the request to retrieve an artifact from the island. His mouth opened as he drew in an air of understanding and nodded. It was a non-verbal response that Cartmel clearly understood as she continued.
“Yes. I know I inferred that it wasn’t a matter of importance, as we are still waiting for the heavy machinery to arrive, but something has changed.”
“What would that something be?” Jacinth asked carefully.
He watched as Cartmel returned the papers in hand to the table and sat back in her seat as she explained.
“I got word late yesterday that apparently there was an incident on the island this past week. As I mentioned in the last board meeting, the Adenan Okens had been decidedly irritating by imposing some superstitious nonsense on its significance. Claiming they would not let just anyone take it. Though, they didn’t seem to have much information to share on what it was.”
“I recall this, yes,” he offered to show he was recalling and following.
“It appears whatever it is might be significant after all. A couple Watzeen tried to acquire it themselves, which caused a significant enough incident … as in, a physical fight … that it prompted the director of the project to request HEAGEN security forces to assist as a measure of good faith toward the Adenan Okens. Saying in her report that, and I’m paraphrasing here, she cannot afford to lose the Adenan Okens’ support or their labor, as they are vital to the success of the mineral retrieval. It was only brought to my attention yesterday, as I was informed that a small unit of HEAGENs had already been reassigned there to protect the artifact and the Adenan Okens.”
“Watzeen?” Jacinth asked with piqued curiosity. “That’s unheard of … that level of aggression by the Watzeens. I, of course, know we have had words with them in the past concerning artifacts we have found. Both in written and verbal form by some of their most elite residents. But nothing in the way of physical violence. Are we certain those reports are accurate?”
“Not only are they accurate,” Cartmel assured as she continued. “I received reports last night that a handful of Watzeen have been seen in the area by the HEAGENs … observing.”
He felt his face fall to even deep confusion, as Jacinth was perfectly right. The Watzeen had naturally expressed dismay at past artifact retrievals; saying Hylatee’s intentions were ones that could not only damage the artifact beyond understanding, but could be used unwisely without context and appreciation. Positions he had often agreed with. But never had he heard of physical altercations to prevent anyone else from obtaining an artifact. Further, he was dumbfounded, as he was under the impression the Okens and Watzeens were favorable towards one another. It was a question that was perplexing him as he asked.
“You might not have information on this, but was there any reason given why the Adenan Okens didn’t let the Watzeens have it? I mean, they are usually very well-aligned … even if the Adenan Okens are a bit separate from the general Oken population.”
He watched as Cartmel looked toward the ceiling in thought, as she seemed she did have some information, but was trying to decide how to explain it.
“I know you will take this as an insult,” Cartmel jeered as she responded. “But you and I were of the same mind on that question. I asked the director if she was aware of any bad blood between them. She said that while the group is, by far, the most eccentric and doctrinal of any of the Adenan Okens she has encountered, she hadn’t noticed any peculiar animosity towards them. Only that they were interested in building a solid community to practice their brand of devotion.”
“Did she mention what this brand of devotion was?” Jacinth asked.
“She did not,” Cartmel answered. “But she said that they were even more set on the ground being … consecrated after the artifact removal. That is why I called you here. I want your schedules to be adjusted so as to make the trip to Diboli straight away and secure the artifact. If it is of that deep of an interest to the Watzeens that they would be so bold, then it must be something of great importance … and I want it.”
He glanced at Jacinth, who verbally released a breath and spoke in a matter-of-fact tone.
“I know you were determined to have me accompany Tane on this …”
“Oh! And I still am,” Cartmel interrupted. “I believe you are in desperate need to be educated in some of that empathy you hold so dear, and direct it towards me. And by going out and dealing with people, you will understand some of my positions.”
He felt his eyes move to the table, as he knew the words were ones that could incite a disagreement between them. One that would bring up similar discussions from the last board meeting. Granted, arguments that were perfectly valid on Jacinth’s part. But arguments that would hold no sway with Cartmel. It seemed to be a notion shared by Jacinth, who took a deep breath and continued.
“I’m not going to engage in this with you, Mother. However, I will point out that I have a very important conference in Michi on …”
“I am well aware of your plans, Jacinth,” Cartmel again interrupted. “And given who you will be seeing, I’m sure wild animals couldn’t tear you away from this event. But counting today, that gives you four days to figure out your plans, get there, and make it to your precious conference.”
He looked at Jacinth, whose eyes were scanning the table, as if he were trying to figure out the logistics of what Cartmel had asked of him. Though as a corner of his mouth turned up with a consideration, Jacinth nodded to his own thoughts and spoke aloud.
“You are correct. There is plenty of time to get this done. I do, however, have one question. Tane … this aspect of consecration seems to be a sticking point. Do you know of the cultural significance? Or will you need to bring in a Consign to advise?”
His brow raised in question as he looked into Jacinth’s eyes. He felt, as he examined Jacinth’s expression, that the question was formulated carefully. Not asking for the sake of information, but to connote the latter part of his words. To bring in a Consign.
He offered a gesture of uncertainty, trying his best to play his unknown role, as he spoke.
“To be honest, given how many traditional and emerging sects there are out there, I doubt my cultural education has even scratched the surface of belief systems. I would say that contacting the Consign office and seeing if they can provide any information would be extremely helpful.”
“If you do not mind, Tane,” Jacinth offered. “I would be more than happy to contact the Sanctuary Outreach office on your behalf. I have an open schedule this week to accommodate my travel plans, and I would like to provide any assistance to you in this endeavor. Further, I’m hoping to see if a couple specific Consigns are available to meet with us.”
“I would be most appreciative,” he responded honestly as he returned his attention to Cartmel. “If that is an agreeable plan?”
He looked at Cartmel, who had a writing instrument held to the corner of her mouth; her eyes were unmoveable from Jacinth. She rocked slightly in her chair and stared, as if she were trying to read Jacinth with the little graces she had been afforded. But if she were to glean anything, she didn’t reveal such, as after a moment, she nodded and spoke in a chary tone.
“I believe the current plans are acceptable. I would like updates with all adjustments or decisions. Further, when these Consigns come in, I want to be informed, as I would like to sit in on the advisement. I’m curious what they’ll have to say.”
He glanced at Jacinth, who rolled his eyes in an exaggerated manner. It was another non-verbal cue that seemed to be out of place for him. As if he was acting the part of “Jacinth,” in order to conceal what his sincere hopes and intentions were.
It was one that seemed to work, as Cartmel let out a frustrated breath and spoke to his physical response.
“Oh please, Jacinth. I will not sully your pristine reputation with your beloved Sanctuary and Consigns with my presence. I’m well aware of your adoration towards Sanctuary’s tripe … and your closeness with several of those Consigns.”
But before any further words could be shared, the boardroom door opened, garnering all their attention as Ugwyd and Ennam entered.
“I understand you wanted to meet with us, Cartmel,” Ugwyd spoke in a bothered tone.
“And I have come to understand you were raised with no home training,” Cartmel responded with anger. “Who told you it was acceptable to enter a room, with a closed door, before knocking? Much less gave you permission to enter?”
He pushed his chair back, as Cartmel — who was now wholly irritated — turned to them and spoke in a firm voice.
“We are done here. I expect to hear from each of you often today. Go.”
As he and Jacinth rose from their seats simultaneously, they both knew it was best not to say anything at this point; only to nod in acknowledgement and hurry themselves out of the boardroom. For any semblance of Cartmel’s mild mood had been broken by Ugwyd’s faux pas, as the last words he heard as he exited, closing the door behind him, were from Cartmel, who was fussing.
“I would expect a child to be so careless … but then again, I’m surrounded by adult-children who incumber me with their incompetence. Sit down, now!”
• • •
Tane leaned back in his office chair as he felt the grin pull at the corner of his mouth to Amala’s tease. It was a moment he was glad he was on the roamphone, for he knew if Amala had seen his expression, she would have claimed victory toward her words.
But as he breathed out, it seemed even his breath was giving him away, as her voice came forward in a triumphant pitch.
“Yeah … you know I’m right. That’s why you’re sitting there with that grin. I can hear you breathing around it.”
“Am I really that decodable?” he asked with a chuckle.
“You’re a tad predictable,” she replied with her own giggle. “Though to be fair, quarturns of careful study have allowed me these insights. But I’m certain you still have some surprises in you.”
As he leaned forward to his desk, he picked up a writing utensil and fidgeted with it as he sighed and resigned himself to Amala’s attestation. But his sigh also went noticed, as she pronounced in a comforting tone.
“Now predictable isn’t synonymous with overtly pedestrian. In my mind, it’s more aligned with reliability … being of character … solid even. And Deo knows the world needs less vacillating.”
“Less vacillating, you say,” he remarked with a jest in his pitch. “I thought you were a centrist?”
“Oh, HA-HA! Ass!” she exclaimed with a laugh. “Just for that, you can find someone else to answer your inane questions.”
The laugh that came forward was one so strong, it pulled his head back and caused his diaphragm to extend beyond normal. It was a welcome moment that made him grateful that Amala was such a permissive spirit who allowed them to poke fun at one another and enjoy each other’s banter.
As both their laughs subsided, Amala sighed happily as she confessed.
“I had to run to the wet-room in my office so people wouldn’t hear me laugh so hard. Oh … that was fun. But I do have to get to the floor soon, so no more digressions. What were we talking about?”
“My telling you about that Shattered Continent island. The Watzeens’ fighting to get their hands on an artifact,” he reminded Amala.
“Right, right,” she responded. “And you have no further information other than what you told me?”
“Not at this time,” he responded as he leaned forward and checked his computer to see if any new messages had arrived. “I asked for full disclosure with images from the project manager, but haven’t heard back from her yet. Jacinth was requesting some Consigns to come in since they are one of the few permitted to do outreach in the Shattered Continent, and therefore should have more insights. But I thought, given the where and who, you might have caught wind of it.”
“You’re perfectly right,” she affirmed. “The Watzeens love to tell on Hylatee as often as possible. They enjoy watching the ensuing chaos.”
“And who doesn’t?” he joked with a chuckle.
“Indeed!” she responded. “But all mirth aside, if these Watzeens are from Moree, which I’m going to presume they are, they have in the past been very keen on providing a heads up to the World Council and the Minu government when international law has been broken. Further, while I jest about the Watzeens enjoying the chaos, I know there is a more practical aspect to their reporting. These artifacts are not just important points to fill in the lost histories, but what irritates the Watzeens — and by extension, us — is Hylatee’s insistence on dismantling finds in an attempt to reverse engineer them. This piques my interest concerning the exception to the norm. While I’m sorry to say I can’t help you, I would like you to keep me in the loop if, and when, you find anything out.”
He felt a genuine smile come to his face as his thoughts came forward.
“Alas, while you couldn’t provide me with information … you always help me in more ways than you know.”
“Oh!” she exclaimed with a gush. “That was a very kind sentiment to share.”
“Penitence for the earlier barb,” he offered with another chuckle. “But sincere. Further, I will keep you informed of any information or events the best I can. On my word.”
• • •
Tane nodded and offered a mouthed, “Thank you,” of appreciation toward his assistant, Denton, who had printed the newly acquired information from the site director at Diboli. As he watched Denton bow gently in acknowledgement and leave Jacinth’s office, he turned his attention to Raer. He leaned forward and nudged her with the papers, catching her attention. With another mouthing, he silently informed her, “Look this over.” Raer smiled and nodded enthusiastically as she took the papers and began to examine them.
As he sat back in his seat, his eyes moved over to Jacinth, who was the reason for the needed mouthing and gestures to communicate, as he was engaged in a phone call. And so they all sat in silence. Himself, Raer, and Master Consign Linkraf.
His attention moved to Linkraf; it was the first time he had met him formally. Not that he wasn’t aware of him. For while he wasn’t a follower of Sanctuary, some Consigns, especially the Master ones, transcended their positions and were known far outside their sphere. Master Consign Linkraf was perhaps the most famous, and most respected, of those.
He took a moment to study Linkraf. He was a Corachal of age and prestige. His 190-centimeter-tall body was typical of a Corachal, resembling one of a trained athlete in its strength and girth. Something that despite the loose and layered Consign trappings, could be easily seen. Additionally, like all Corachals, his skin tone was a hue of grey — light, with undertones of blue that deepened and really showed through in the darkened patches around the eyes.
It was always an interesting feature to him, the darkened grey to almost black that surrounded the Corachals’ eyes. From what he understood, their general pigment, along with the change around the eyes, was an evolutionary trait of their water-based heritage. Being that they originated from “Sister World” — a planet 9/10ths of whose surface was covered with water — they developed the pigments, especially around the eyes, to protect from the sun’s glare. It was, truthfully, a stunning feature that only added to Corachals’ generally regarded attractiveness; they were renowned for their appearance. And Linkraf was certainly an example of the attractiveness convention, even with his advanced age.
Though Linkraf, who was edging toward his 400th quarturn, had more admirable features than just aesthetics — he was widely regarded as a well-known and well-respected man of academia. A brilliant mind who had used his lifetime to achieve Tier-1 degrees in easily a dozen-plus disciplines. From what he understood, it was his teaching and research in the sciences that led to him becoming a Consign many solar years ago. And with this Consign training, he had returned to his studies, collecting yet another Tier-1 degree in Historical Research. It was amazing to him how one could be so devoted to learning, teaching, and guiding.
But it was a wonder that had little time to ruminate on as his attention was brought back to the moment as Jacinth spoke with an energetic “Goodbye,” and ended his call.
“Forgive me for the interruption. The matter was time sensitive and needed addressing,” Jacinth explained, as he let out a sigh and continued. “Nevertheless, where were we?”
“No apologies needed. I understand your attention is required by many,” Linkraf assured Jacinth in his soft, but rich, baritone voice. “To your question, we were discussing my historical research. You were about to elaborate on my question to you concerning your descriptive of courage.”
He felt a light grin come to him, as Jacinth smiled brightly and quickly shifted his head back and forth; he knew Jacinth was winding up for astute observation.
“Yes, indeed. I stand by my statement. There is a bravery in your field. Let me explain why I postulate this. To study the history of this world is more often to study the worst of its kind. You spend many hours a day, entrenched in account after account of all manners of tragedy. Tragedy of thought. Tragedy of act. Tragedy of outcome that often has collateral damage and repercussions that stretch far and wide to the innocent and naive. You study and digest this, churning within you a reverberation of sorrow and anger, I am sure. And yet, you fend off being consumed by it. Fend off bitterness towards the world. Because your intent is from a place of sincere purity. I can think of few acts that are so brave and noble.”
The chuckle came to him, as Jacinth’s words had not disappointed. They had been deeply discerning and wonderfully elucidatory. Something that was also recognized by Linkraf, who breathed in vocally — in what seemed to be a gasp of astonishment — as he commented with a light chuckle.
“I say … your assessment of my field is flatteringly poetic. I compliment myself, and perhaps you’re right. It can be difficult to engage daily with the horrors of this world’s past. But my intent is genuine. To educate people in order to give them the agency to resist and repel repeating cycles.”
“May you succeed, and may history fail to repeat itself,” Jacinth offered in a soft, but sincere, tone.
“May you as well,” Linkraf responded in a pitch that carried with it a well-inferred subtext.
It was one that Jacinth understood; his eyebrows raised, and he nodded deeply in appreciation of the encouragement.
But before the conversation could continue, all attention was turned as the door swung open wide, knocking into the wall; Ugwyd sauntered in, pushing the door closed with his foot behind him. His eyes rolled by reflex as he returned his attention back to Jacinth, who let out a vocal breath of irritation and spoke in a tone of sarcasm.
“By all means, come in and make yourself welcome.”
As Ugwyd smirked and moved about the office in an unconcerned manner, Jacinth took the opportunity to question Ugwyd as he asked.
“Why do you insist on pressing Mother?”
He turned his attention back to Ugwyd, who had moseyed over to the couch and sat to it with a vocal breath of release as he leaned back casually and asked.
“Am I free to speak?”
“It’s as free as it can be. I have the office, and general area, scoured daily for listening devices. She will not be privy to this conversation,” Jacinth replied.
Ugwyd grinned again as he leaned to his side and pulled from his pocket a significant-sized holder for crystal chips. He began to fidget with it conspicuously, as if what he was holding was of significance and would irritate Jacinth. But if such was the case, it wouldn’t be known at the time, as Ugwyd responded to the question with a chuckle.
“I suppose it’s the same reasons you do the things you do. From irritating her … to still referring to her as ‘Mother,’ given how much you despise her and stopped considering her as your mother a long time ago … it’s a game we all play, Jacinth. From weaponized incompetence to the subtle bigotry of low expectations … the dissimulation of your feelings, or in both our cases, subterfuge. The effort to mask and switch to reach our end goals.”
He turned his attention back to Jacinth, who appeared stoic considering the opinions Ugwyd shared. Though from his point of view, they weren’t entirely inaccurate — in far too many moments, artifice was presented in order to move forward — but given it was Ugwyd presenting such, it always made his stomach turn to agree with such an ass of a man.
But before Jacinth, or anyone could respond, Ugwyd stopped his fidgeting and his grin increased as he mused upon his observation.
“Someone’s hands are telling a very interesting tale.”
He turned his attention to Raer, who had not taken her eyes off the papers he had given her, though she was obviously aware of the conversation — understanding her tattooed hands were the basis of his observation — as she slightly turned in her seat, adjusting herself, away from Ugwyd.
It was a movement that Jacinth noticed, as his expression and tone moved into one of irritation as he asked.
“What are you doing here?”
“Raer, is it?” Ugwyd asked with an unsettling cadence. “Her kind would know about the Shattered Continent.”
“I asked you a question,” Jacinth spoke in a voice that illustrated a rising anger.
His own anger was rising; for while Raer remained unphased by any implications Ugwyd was making, the effort to stress Raer was inciting his temper. He felt his brow furrow as he looked at Ugwyd, who smiled with a tactless grin and spoke in a mocked assuredness.
“There are no concerns to be had. I lost the funding for such research solar years ago.”
“Get out!” Jacinth demanded with an emphatic voice.
But the command was laughed away by Ugwyd, returned the crystal chip holder to his pocket and offered in a faux conciliatory tone.
“Calm down. I will leave. But not before I see the now-Master Cosign Linkraf. You might not know this Jacinth, but he was one of my main lab mentors when I was pursuing my Tier-1 education. My curiosity got the best of me, as I had to know how a man once dedicated to science could fall so far as to venerate the supernatural nonsense spewed by Sanctuary.”
He turned his attention to Linkraf, who sat with an unmoved expression towards Ugwyd’s words. Though his eyes studied for a moment before a light grin turned the corners of his mouth and he responded in an equable tone.
“Let me begin by correcting you by saying there is no such thing as the supernatural. All things fall within the realm of nature and science. To ascribe something as supernatural, and therefore falsity, is to admit a fear of one’s limited abilities of observation and insufficient scope of knowledge. It’s a burden all scientific minds face: to come to terms with the constraints of their range. Though, apparently, some are more proficient with the task than others.”
He glanced at Jacinth, who looked to his desk and rubbed his lips together in an attempt to suppress the smile that was emerging on their faces to Linkraf’s refutation. But Linkraf didn’t give a moment for response as he immediately continued.
“I, of course, do remember you, Ugwyd. But I would advise you not to flatter yourself on such remembrance. The reasons you were easy to recall was not for your excellence in the laboratory. Quite the opposite. I’m sincerely surprised you would take time out of your day to accost my academic evolution.”
He looked at Ugwyd and felt a bit of satisfaction to see his expression was one of irritation to Linkraf’s words. But Ugwyd seemed to try to dismiss the moment, as he pushed forward a feigned laugh and responded.
“Yes. Part of my visit was to confront and ridicule your regression. But moreso, to show you how I have thrived in spite of your unadaptable teachings. You ran that lab, determined to subdue discovery with your subjective ethics. It’s a shame so many scientists were stunted by your practices. I was fortunate to break away from such standards and am accomplishing scientific breakthroughs weekly. My brilliance is cemented.”
His attention returned to Linkraf, as he smiled gently and offered.
“Well, you have illustrated that something has been cemented; but it’s not a self-declared brilliance. What is clear, as it was then, was your inability to think beyond the empirical. The ethics of my laboratory that you deride were not a precursor to scientific study … they were the questions and boundaries that arose from scientific discovery. Reflection and application, I see, remains a deficiency for you.”
“What are you doing here?” Cartmel asked in a raised voice.
All attention turned to Cartmel, who had entered the office and already projected a mood of annoyance towards the circumstances. She released a vocal huff as she spoke.
“I’m waiting, Ugwyd.”
Ugwyd released his own breath, only of defeat; he appeared to be not only vexed by Linkraf’s cutting words, but frustrated that he would now not have the opportunity to refute them. He raised his hands in a gesture of indifference and replied.
“I came to see Master Consign Linkraf. He was once an instructor of mine that I admired. But that is long past.”
“Good for you,” Cartmel responded with an impassivity before her voice returned to its aggravated tone. “But you have higher priorities than a reunion. I will take note of this. Get back to work.”
He watched as Ugwyd gestured compliance, but didn’t verbally respond. Only turning from Cartmel, nodding to everyone present, and rushing from the office with an expression of stone.
As Ugwyd closed the door behind him, it initiated Cartmel to let her shoulders fall slightly as she again released another vocal breath: only this time one that spoke of trying to collect herself. It was this breath that prompted everyone to stand, per customary business norms. And with the standing, Jacinth took the initiative and spoke.
“Thank you for joining us, Mother. Let me do the honor of introducing our guests. As you may recall from various functions, this is Master Consign Linkraf. I believe you have met previously.”
“We have,” Cartmel responded with a difficult tone.
It was one that Jacinth recognized, as his own voice turned testy as he continued.
“And this is Consign Raer Rashamaedae. She is one of the principal people I work with closely concerning the charities associated with Melchior. We see a great deal of each other.”
“I’m well aware of that,” Cartmel responded coldly before she questioned. “If you’re associated with Melchior Sanctuary, why are you here?”
He looked at Raer, who smiled politely. But before she could answer, Jacinth interrupted with an elevated voice.
“Her expertise is extensive. Perhaps if you would like to take a seat and listen, she will educate you.”
“I. Will. Stand,” Cartmel responded in her own lifted voice, adding to the already rising tensions.
They were tensions that didn’t go unnoticed by Linkraf, who quickly injected himself into the exchange and spoke in a smooth and calming voice.
“It’s a pleasure to see you well, Cartmel. Thank you for taking time out of your busy schedule to address the information we can provide, personally.”
As Linkraf took to his seat, everyone followed as he continued.
“I asked Raer to join us, as while you’re aware that Sanctuary has extensive outreach programs in the Shattered Continent, there are a handful of Consigns that I would consider authorities on the people who inhabit the area. Raer has spent countless hours in the Shattered Continent and can provide some of the most accurate insights.”
“You told them the location of the project?” Cartmel questioned Jacinth with an angry expression.
But before Jacinth could respond, Linkraf offered.
“Rest assured, our presence here is to assist with information. Not to ponder and comment on the fluid, and oftentimes arbitrary, legalities against your undertakings.”
He glanced at Jacinth, who seemed to share his thoughts as they both grinned. Linkraf was a master-class in phrasing, nuance, and conflict resolution, as he uttered the perfect words to assuage Cartmel’s anger.
“As long as you understand anything you learn about the company’s practices are under strict confidentiality,” Cartmel added.
“Naturally,” Linkraf assured. “Again, we are only here to provide the service of information.”
“What information can you provide?” Cartmel asked in an even tone.
He took the initiative and explained.
“I requested as much information as possible from the project manager at Diboli. She responded just recently and was able to forward me observation files; though unfortunately no images. I was able to present those to Raer just a few minutes before you arrived.”
He turned his attention to Raer and asked, as she continued to flip through the pages.
“Were you able to discern anything in this short time? I’m sorry to put you on the spot so quickly.”
“No, indeed,” Raer shook her head with a light smile. “I actually was able to gather a great deal of information. If you don’t mind me dominating the narrative for a bit.”
“Do us the honor,” Jacinth encouraged with a graceful hand gesture.
Raer smiled and bit her lip in a brush of shyness as she expounded.
“Let me provide a little backdrop to what I can say for certain. The Adenan Okens are an adjunct of the Oken peoples. They are one of the few groups that can trace their histories back well before the Bottleneck. Granted, like most, much information was lost, but what was kept is still important to their day-to-day lives. Their culture embraces a more elemental focus on the Universe.”
“Elemental?” Cartmel asked with a tone of suspicion.
“Adenan Oken, in general, trace their histories to Mother World,” Linkraf explained, giving Raer a moment to gather her thoughts. “Like Attatas, Mother World descendents all practiced, and continue to practice, extensive belief and cultural systems that are based on natural world principles. These groups subscribe to the idea that all things are dependent on elementals. From the compass directions, to the seasons, to birth months that reflect a person in question. Most have four to six elementals that rule their practices. Like land, water, fire, air, metal, spirit. The conventions can be rigid. Say … if for example, a person is wanting a job, the assigned element to that job would not be encouraged unless your birth month element was complementary to that job. An arbitrary example would be if a person wished to be, say an electrician, a fire element job, would require the person to be born in a fire month to be considered suitable. They respect hierarchy and nature.”
“But this group has some notable divergences,” Raer offered quickly.
“That is utterly ridiculous,” Cartmel commented with disdain in her voice.
“Well, as ridiculous as it may sound, it remains an aspect that is important to engaging with them effectively,” he commented in a voice that took on a slightly harsh tone, reflecting his internal irritation with Cartmel’s dismissiveness. “That is why I’m here, after all. That’s why we requested their input. Though I may add, the fact that elemental and nature-based belief systems have been around for tens of thousands of years, and survived the Bottleneck, is a testament to the potential validity of those practices.”
“For ignorant people,” Cartmel scoffed before her voice raised in exasperation as she addressed Jacinth directly. “See what a headache it is dealing with the people of this world?”
As uneasy glances moved between everyone, Cartmel gave no time for any comment as she quickly asked.
“How does this apply here? And what are the notable divergences?”
“If I may,” Raer offered as she sat straight and placed the papers to her lap. “It applies as I have been told the group has requested the ground to be consecrated upon removal of the piece. To properly do so to their satisfaction, being sensitive to their ways is imperative. I can assure what will be required is nothing too resource intensive. And it may be of benefit for the project coordinator to guarantee the group that the person picking it up is the proper elemental. I wouldn’t elaborate on what they are; only that they are. After I confirm what needs to be done, I will be happy to share with Jacinth this information. As to your second question …”
Raer paused and looked at Jacinth with an expression that appeared to be one of concern, as if she were seeking permission from him. It was one that Jacinth seemed to recognize as he nodded encouragingly as Raer continued.
“Excuse my hesitation, I simply didn’t want to inculpate Jacinth or Tane of any wrongdoing by sharing information with me. But I was told about the Watzeens’ interest in the artifact, and the subsequent encounter with this group of Adenan Okens. And because of the nature of their group, it makes sense.”
He looked at Cartmel; he could clearly see her interest was piqued, as she kept her eyes focused on Raer and urged.
“If what you can offer is of interest, I will overlook Jacinth and Tane being so free with company protocols. Tell me why it makes sense.”
“I will try to summarize,” Raer responded, taking a deep breath as she continued. “This specific group is known as the Kur’kio, named after the founder of their sect many solar years ago. An interesting group as they are both survivalist and, for all intents and purposes, fatalists. They, for example, view all geological extinction events as an inevitability. Believing that nature will reset itself in order to secure its ultimate survival. This includes societal resets, such as the Bottleneck … believing these resets are destined based on a host of metrics that I only have a basic knowledge of. Nevertheless, they are ultimately survivalists who I can say with certainty have been preparing for some time for the next bottleneck, as they believe it’s upon them. What I unfortunately cannot say is if this artifact has anything to do with it. We’re all aware of how Watzeens are keen to collect and retain artifacts in a preservation effort. The Kur’kio group is aware of this, too. I can only speculate that, based on their practices and beliefs, they just didn’t want the Watzeens to hoard the item away.”
“But why would the Watzeens be so zealous in their desire to retrieve it?” he asked, as his own genuine interest was captured by what was being put forth.
“I’m sorry, but I cannot answer that,” Raer spoke in a soft apologetic tone. “Nor do I feel comfortable speculating.”
“I’m perfectly capable of surmising,” Cartmel pronounced with annoyance. “The Watzeens’ collection is for control and ego purposes alone. They would collect a useless rock if they thought someone was interested in it. And while it might have some significance, I’m sure it will be overall disappointing. However, given this extra information, my directive stands. I want this retrieved in the next couple days.”
His attention was turned, as Linkraf, followed by Raer, stood from their seats as Linkraf announced.
“And with such directives, we will take our leave now that we are of no further use.”
Linkraf turned his attention to Jacinth, who was standing himself, as he continued.
“Jacinth. It’s always the greatest of pleasures to see you. I will assist Raer in her confirmation of what will be needed and have the information sent to you directly.”
“Let me escort you both out,” Jacinth offered with a hasty voice.
“That’s unnecessary, but thank you for offering,” Linkraf assured Jacinth with a light smile.
“Na’thot. Would you be so kind as to escort our visitors to the entrance? Thank you,” Jacinth spoke over the desk intercom.
As the moment passed, Linkraf took the opportunity to address Cartmel as he remarked.
“Thank you again, Cartmel, for sitting in with us. If you ever need council, Sanctuary is always available and I would be happy to meet with you personally.”
He watched as Cartmel only stared at Linkraf, as if she were trying to gauge the intentions of his words.
But before any response could be given, Na’thot opened the office door and gestured for Linkraf and Raer to follow.
“Raer,” Jacinth addressed quickly. “I hope to see you again very soon.”
“I hope for that as well,” Raer responded with a sweet smile as she followed Linkraf out of the office.
As the door closed, he unleashed a vocal breath of relief as his concerns for how the meeting would go was finally being released. But his breath and his tension immediately pulled back, as Cartmel spoke in a firm and commanding tone.
“No, Jacinth.”
He looked to Jacinth as he returned to his seat and studied Cartmel with a genuinely inquisitive look as he asked.
“No? In what regard?”
Cartmel, who showed her usual irritation, spoke in a low forceful voice.
“I would never welcome her as your partner. It would be a derogation to you, and in turn me. Initial point, she is a Consign. I don’t need any supplementary moral drivel affecting your judgment. It is already tiresome to contend with. Additionally, while she’s obviously very intelligent, she is aggravatingly timid about it and …”
“A derogation?” Jacinth interrupted with a hint of a bemused laugh. “Don’t you think you are being a bit dramatic and cliche? Father was not of any special stature and you …”
Cartmel returned the interruption, the irritation in her voice becoming more clear.
“Your father was the perfect physical specimen of a man, that was his glowing quality. Which brings me to another point about her. She has no such redeeming qualities in her physical appearance.”
“Come now, she is very fetching,” Jacinth argued with a continued bemusement at the conversation at hand.
“Her features are nothing special,” Cartmel glared as her criticism continued. “She is a sweet-cute, her eyes being the most favorable, and that is all the praise I will allow her. Her ample backside is distracting. Her hair is a dry mess. And her complexion is far too fair to be healthy. I don’t know why you would pursue such when there are so many more beautiful women in this world. Yet again, you let that perfectly acceptable Orla woman slip through your fingers those many quarturns ago. Just another point of your continued failures.”
Jacinth shook his head and let out a breath of vexation but kept his voice controlled.
“There is no need to take umbrage, I have no designs toward her in that manner. We’re very close friends. It is possible for men and women to be friends without ulterior motives on either part.“
“I’m well aware of that,” Cartmel declared. “Some people have the strength of character to not follow the lead of their genitalia. And while I want to give you credit enough to believe you are stronger than common animal instincts, you do have the distinct habit of disappointing me.”
“Well,” Jacinth offered with a sigh of acceptance to Cartmel’s berating, “you have no need for concerns that I will disappoint you in my partner choice. As I said; Raer and I are close friends only. She is a great conversationalist, excellent company, and is of good … moral … counsel.”
He felt a grin pulling at the sides of his mouth that he quickly suppressed as he found humor in Jacinth’s emphasis of the word “moral,” as if he were trying to provoke Cartmel.
It was a provocation that worked; Cartmel scowled at Jacinth and shook her head lightly with irk. But as she suddenly turned from her position and walked toward the office door, she spoke over her shoulder in a discontenting manner.
“Keep it that way.”
As the door closed behind Cartmel with a slam, he turned his full attention to Jacinth and felt his eyes widen with the bewilderment of the exchange. He shook his head and asked.
“What was all that about?”
“Deo only knows,” Jacinth breathed out with resignation as he mused. “I would swear to you; sometimes I think she’s addicted to conflict. As if she craves the rush of anger.”
“She’s exhausting,” he admitted.
He studied Jacinth as he nodded, and seemed to consider further the question of what the conversation was truly about. Jacinth seemed to contemplate a couple of his internal thoughts for a couple moments before he announced with a feigned, untroubled tone.
“Let’s get some fresh air before we make our final plans for Diboli.”
• • •
Tane glanced at Jacinth as they stood at the wall of vending machines inside the little retaining wall planter lined the square. Jacinth was perusing the beverages and taking his time. Not that he had minded. Even just being out of the building of Hylatee was always a welcome event. And while they were only a couple of city blocks away, with each step away from the building, it felt as if he could take a deeper breath.
The rattle and thud of the can coming out of the machine interrupted his thoughts. He looked again at Jacinth, who was retrieving his beverage. Jacinth gestured toward the retaining wall, to which they slowly moved over to sit.
As they sat, he watched as Jacinth seemed to be staring into his drink. Deep in whatever thoughts were troubling him. He wondered if one such was concerning Orla.
He was actually quite surprised to hear Cartmel mention Orla. From his observations, Jacinth had dated very little over the many solar years they had known one another. Too, most of the dates Jacinth had engaged were singular in their nature. Orla was the only woman of prominence from Jacinth’s past that he had alluded to a handful of times in passing. While Jacinth did not show any particular affection toward her in those mentions, there seemed to be a connection that kept her in Jacinth’s mind. But as the quiet remained, he finally took the initiative and asked.
“You’re wondering why Cartmel mentioned Orla?”
Jacinth moved his head from side to side as if he were weighing the response.
“Not exactly. She has brought her up on a couple of occasions in similar situations. She did not care for Orla, either. It is just a mechanism to debase me and attempt to shame me into being more compliant. Her typical power move.”
He nodded and felt better about that aspect of the conversation. Though he was still curious about Orla as he asked.
“Have you spoken with Orla at all?”
Jacinth responded quietly, with a hint of sadness.
“A couple of months ago. We decided to keep a low contact profile for the time being, based on everything that is going on.”
It was that sadness that Jacinth expressed that prompted him to ask in a careful, but straightforward, manner.
“I know you’re not in a particular hurry to bring someone into your life, given the current conditions. But your hesitation makes me wonder if you still have hopes for a future with Orla.”
Jacinth kept staring into his drink, but shook his head no. He seemed to gather his thoughts for a moment, but tripped on them as he spoke.
“No … she’s … it’s complicated. She’s happy with her partner, and even if things were different, my thoughts toward her are not of the romantic variety.”
He nodded and decided not to further pry concerning the “complicated” nature Jacinth referenced. As quickly as things arose, it seemed the bits of information that came at him were piecemeal at best, and he would have to be satisfied with it. However, he was still not clear what was bothering Jacinth. But before he could ask, Jacinth offered a glimpse into his thoughts as he spoke.
“I want to thank you for understanding me so well this morning, and offering to have the Consigns come in. You provided me with an extensive opportunity. Granted, the information we were able to gather was helpful. But with the Watchers reporting on so many of my meetings with Raer, I knew it was raising questions with my mother. I needed to establish our formal and informal relationship in order to subside any questions mother may have.”
“And that relationship is genuinely platonic?” he asked.
“With Raer?” Jacinth asked in response. “Oh, very much so. I’m not hiding anything from you either. I meant what I said. She is one of my closest friends. And while she’s one of the few I feel comfortable sharing physical contact with, I have no designs toward her in a romantic sense. That will not change, I’m sure.”
As Jacinth paused, he took a deep breath and continued.
“As I have said, I have made a significant decision. However, in light of a couple of incidents I will spare you from the burden of knowing, I have come to realize I’ve been entirely too careless. I keep underestimating how paranoid my mother is. But I am learning — quickly. That is why I have chosen to share this with you now, at this location. These machines, due to their protective fields to keep enaid from shorting their circuits out, disturb the effectiveness of listening devices to null. This is how carefully I must plan around my mother and her Watchers. But on the matter of Raer in particular, I needed my mother to see her, to know of our professional and personal relationship, as a means to place her in plain sight.”
“I think I understand perfectly what you’re getting at,” he commented. “To hide, in any way, your connection to Raer, you would be arousing suspicion. But to engage with her, as you would with me, would place her in a category of least interest.”
“Precisely!” Jacinth declared with a voice of relief, as if he were pleased his intentions were clear. “She should now have moved from a person of question in my mother’s mind to one of common association. Like yourself or … Amala.”
“But she’s not like myself or Amala,” he observed.
“She is not,” Jacinth confirmed. “I don’t fear for her too much. She’s not as timid as she appears and can take care of herself. But her connections are vital, and those are what I aim to protect.”
“You worry me,” he admitted with an uneasy voice.
“For that I apologize,” Jacinth offered.
As they sat there for several moments in silence, sipping their drinks, his mind began to shift from one concern to another, as he was still processing all that had been brought to his attention that day. He let out a vocal sigh that was unfortunately accompanied by a weariness that had taken firm hold from the day as he asked.
“So what of our plans for this artifact?”
“I believe we should return to the office. Leave directly from there for our respective homes. Rest a while, and much later this evening, make our way to Diboli. I will have Termi and Na’thot accompany us. But other than that, I don’t foresee any other course of action that is required. We will simply have to see what awaits us and how to proceed from there,” Jacinth put forth.
“This sounds like an agreeable plan,” he commented. “Despite being exhausted and not looking forward to navigating a flight, I’m already feeling refreshed by the prospect of being away from here.”
He looked at Jacinth, who smiled brightly and nodded in agreement.
“Same, my friend. Same.”
Book 1 — Chapter 30
Day: Hynyia
Date: 22
Month: Nokaokarium
Quarturn: 1618
Location: The city of Melchior
Ash looked up from the counter as Miles entered the pub from the front door. She felt the smile bloom on her face upon seeing him. It was a reaction that was wholly natural; as she was discovering, it was hard not to smile around him. For in the few days she had come to know him, she found him to be a genuinely wonderful person.
It was an observation that she supposed she should have expected. Given Wayra had been eager to welcome Miles, she intended to give him — and his Attata graces — a good deal of credit in vetting people. As she understood, Wayra would only welcome the best of persons into his sphere. A sphere that, by extension, she would congregate with as well.
However, Wayra’s lack of transparency had shifted what she should have known, and instead attached some hesitancy. But to her happiness, she was admittedly wrong. For she had found Miles to be smart, funny, and sweet. Further, he was quickly becoming a good friend.
“You’re out early,” she commented, as Miles had yet not taken notice of her behind the bar.
She chuckled as he jumped slightly in surprise at her greeting. But upon his head jerking up and making eye contact, all apprehension darted from his mind, and was replaced with a warm smile as he responded.
“You startled me. Didn’t think anyone would be up. Was tense in my internal monologue.”
She again chuckled, this time at Miles’ words. But as he sat on the stool in front of her at the bar and placed the morning digest on the counter, he let out a vocal breath and continued.
“No, yeah … I wanted to explore the area more. Prefer to do it early in the morning when it’s light enough to see everything, but not super crowded, as so much is still closed. Make mental notes on places I want to visit when opened later. Also, exercise is always my go-to … to clear out the clutter in the noggin.”
She felt the grin pull at the corner of her mouth; she was enjoying his particular vernacular. But beyond his words, the context struck her as him being hyper-focused on his thoughts and him admittedly trying to “clear his mind,” prompting her to share her own experiences.
“Movement does that. Used to be part of a swimming club during my degree-granting education, and it was a great outlet for stress of mind and body. Had a couple distance swims that ended with all of us raw and crying like newborns.”
“I’ve been there,” Miles admitted with a chuckle. “The physical drawing out the emotional shifts — most pronounced for me after weightlifting. It’s wild, the mind-body connection.”
“Agreed,” she responded, but paused for a moment. The context of his words was still prominent in her mind, as if her natural thoughts were encouraging her to enquire further. She offered a light smile as she moved toward the hot beverage machine and asked. “Not to pry, but your desire to clear the clutter. Anything on your mind you might want to share? Want anything to drink?”
She looked over her shoulder at him. He stretched his hands above his head for a moment, and then placed them behind his head as he let out a visible breath.
“I’ll have whatever you’re having. Thank you for offering.”
She returned her eyes to the machine and began to make them both herbal teas as she listened to his continued response.
“It’s … I guess I’m still recovering from the whiplash of the past couple weeks. I know, you being Wayra’s partner, he most likely shared with you some of what I’m emerging from. Which I’m fine with. Better him telling you than me having to recount the whole wide-awake nightmare over and over.”
“Wayra did detail some happenings that brought you here,” she confirmed as she moved back to her seat and placed both of the cups of tea in front of them. “I’m sympathy-sorry for what you endured.”
She examined his expression as he released a half-hearted smile and nodded, seemingly in recognition of her words. But as his expressions moved from thoughtful sorry to eye-creased anger, he let out a forced breath that seemed to push out all the negative emotions that were flowing through him and replaced the appearance with one of calm. He lifted his cup and gestured as he spoke.
“Thank you kindly for this. And thank you kindly for your sympathy. I won’t bore you at present with my origin story … but I will say, it lends to many complex and conflicting thoughts. Right now, I just want to focus on the present and make the very best of it.”
The smile again appeared naturally on her face; she could see in his eyes that he was sincerely determined to move forward with élan. It was something that prompted her to nearly gush as she observed.
“Your visage speaks volumes. You’re so positive … so spirited. It’s damn near infectious, if you can’t tell by the stupid grin on my face.”
She felt her smile brighten as Miles laughed and scratched the back of his neck with what seemed to be mild embarrassment. Though, as the chuckle faded, she felt her own smile fade with it, as his voice took a more somber tone.
“If I can be bare bones with you, it wasn’t always that way. In what feels like a lifetime ago, I actively wanted to die at points in my life. Hence why I said I’m carrying some conflicting thoughts.”
He paused as he took a sip of the herbal tea, nodding gently as he seemed to enjoy the flavor, before the corner of his mouth turned again into a grin as he continued.
“But I had a stroke of luck. I was smart enough to be sent away to school, and there, I was surrounded by many people who showed me how to focus on the positive and … without sounding goofy, how to love life. Relish my existence, come what may. And make the best of what I can.”
She felt her face soften with a combination of both pity and admiration in his admission of his experiences and emotions. They were not ones she could wholly empathize with. But where she couldn’t grasp his personal history, she could value the evolution that brought him to his auspicious tendencies. It was an awareness that brought her breath in so deep; it made her shoulders rise along with her smile.
It was a smile that went unnoticed; Miles’ attention was deep into the contents of his cup as he spoke in an apologetic tone.
“Sorry for encumbering you with that bare bones heavy this early in the morning … and this early in our friendship. I think my walk might have shaken some neural pathways open, translating to the current torrent of the mouth.”
“Not at all,” she responded with a chuckle. “I appreciate you sharing with me. Trusting me with your inner monologue.”
As he looked up from his drink, she offered a smile, in hopes it would relax any of his concerns while she continued.
“And I meant what I said; to witness how positive you are … your zest … it’s inspiring. I’ve been down naturally, but have never been to those dark depths, and to see you overcome such … you spark some serious admiration in me.”
She felt her smile widened by reflex, as the flush of embarrassment from the compliment came quickly to Miles’ cheeks and his hand returned to the back of his neck and scratched with a chuckle.
But her eyes did not remain on Miles; in her peripheral vision, she noticed a movement to her left, as Wayra entered the pub. As she turned slightly in her seat to face him, she felt her smile transform from one of friendly encouragement towards Miles to the exhilaration of affection towards Wayra.
It was a smile that was received by Wayra and returned in-kind with his own beautiful beam. And as he met her, he expressed that affection with a quick, but sweet, kiss that brought warmth across her body.
However, with the kiss now shared, she watched as Wayra moved toward the hot beverage machine. With her smile firmly planted on her face, she returned her attention to Miles. Who, with his own sweet smile, responded to her compliment.
“You’re generous to say such. But I’m a firm subscriber to the premise of what you do in life reverberates through your existence and time. Can’t be having too much negativity on my soul … don’t need to carry that with me through time and find myself lost on the other side.”
“You’re a follower of Sanctuary, I assume,” she asked in a pseudo-questioning tone.
“I follow casually. More adhere to the tenets than attend the actual services.”
She felt her excitement rise as she quickly took a sip of her herbal tea and expressed a noise around the warm and sweet liquid in her mouth. As she swallowed, her attention briefly turned to Wayra, who moved next to her before she quickly returned her eyes to Miles. Her voice came forward with eagerness.
“Speaking of Sanctuary, I cannot wait for you to meet my prayers answered in soul-sister form. Her name is Raer; she’s a Consign.”
“Prayers answered … soul-sister … that is some high praise,” Miles commented with a sincere cadence.
“And wholly earned praise,” she gushed as she continued. “I don’t have a great many deep friendships. I’ve been accused of being emotionally and physically clingy … and it’s hard to match my energy of interaction and effort. But she’s just … I knew she was the one when on the first day I met her. After a very long and involved talk, in which she guided me better than any Consign ever has, I felt a slight itch on my back. I didn’t say anything, just adjusted my shoulder. Raer read the body language, took the initiative, and proceeded to give me the most amazing back scratch of my life. The kind that makes your shoulders melt and your eyes cross. I mean, yeah, sex is great and all … but have you ever had a good back scratch?”
Her smile burst to her face; Miles found her question to be humorous and erupted into a laughter that caused his eyes to squint and his mouth to open with delight. It gave her pleasure to induce such a laugh from him.
She noticed Miles seemed to exhibit curiosity towards Wayra’s response to her statement, as his laugh subsided to a chuckle and his attention turned to Wayra.
She too turned her attention to Wayra, who himself was chuckling from her statement, as she was wondering how he would respond to her words.
Her smile broadened even further as Wayra took a sip from his coffee and produced a thoughtful noise behind the liquid. As he swallowed, a grin emerged as he spoke in a matter-of-fact tone.
“I can’t argue with that.”
It was a response that sent Miles and herself into an eruption of laughter. One that Wayra joined with, after he seemed exceptionally pleased he could incite such a response.
But as their laughs subsided, Wayra offered his own observation.
“Raer is one of excellent counsel. She’s not like some of those Consigns who’ll reel off trite motivational poster-esque garbage under the guise of profound wisdom. She stirs the mind. That being said, if I may offer some unsolicited advice: if you need to work through some of those lingering … well, traumas … I would pay her a visit.”
But before Miles could respond to Wayra, all of their attention was directed to the foyer of the side door as Akiva jumped the last couple of steps to the floor with a thud. She entered the pub and let out an exasperated sigh as she moved to the hot beverage machine and spoke in a tone of bother.
“Dear Deo. So while y’all are down here chatting it up, I’ve been inundated with follow-up questions by your daughter. I think she trapped me into braiding her hair for school, because she knows I love to braid, just so she could interrogate me.”
“Interrogate you about what?” she asked.
As Akiva moved from the machine and to her self-designated seat behind the bar counter, she settled in and let out another vocal breath as she responded.
“Oh, from that conversation we all had the other day about the Couriers. Why didn’t the Couriers fix things on that planet? Why didn’t they share what they knew? That girl is too analytical for her own good. She’s going to end up a genius and discover the daymare in that.”
“What did you tell her?” Wayra inquired.
“I was honest with her,” Akiva responded with a slight uneasiness as she continued. “I told her … and this is no offense to you Humes or Lost Peoples … but I explained they couldn’t share their knowledge as the peoples on the planet didn’t have the emotional maturity. How the Couriers knew, you can’t give knowledge to people who are going to abuse the knowledge and make things worse. I followed up with some guidance on how she needs to protect herself from people who would abuse her for her graces. I mean, aside from dragging you Lost Peoples and Humes under a little bit … I think I did a good job.”
She felt the grin pull at the corner of her mouth and glanced at Miles, who, like her, had been less than subtly debased by Akiva’s narrative of their peoples. It was a grin that was shared by Miles, as it seemed they both understood to just take Akiva’s portrayals in stride.
But her attention didn’t linger on Miles, as Akiva spoke with emphasis.
“Hello!? Waiting for y’all to adorn me for my exemplary teaching and guidance.”
“Well …” Wayra responded with a pause and a chuckle before he continued. “While I’m not thrilled with your characterizations of Lost Peoples and Humes, I will admit that it seems the potentially logical reasoning for said decision of the Couriers.”
Akiva hand-waved Wayra’s words away as she protested mildly.
“Oh, please. Naira knew I was speaking in generalities. That it’s not applicable to everyone. She can exercise nuance. Better than many people can.”
“Anyways … moving on,” Wayra injected quickly, as he addressed Akiva. “Have you heard from Matu recently?”
“Who’s Matu?” Miles asked.
“Matu is Nokahme’s general contractor of sorts. Takes care of everything from the plumbing, some electrical, and light construction …”
“And he’s a total ass,” Akiva interrupted.
“He can be … brusque,” Wayra admitted with a grin and a nod. “However, he is trustworthy.”
“But aggravatingly unreliable,” Akiva added.
She noticed Wayra shrug lightly as he took a drink of his beverage. But upon finishing, he shook his head, as if in disagreement, and commented.
“While I would disagree with you any other time, right now he’s proving you accurate. Have been trying to get him in since yesterday. He’s leaving my messages on read and not responding.”
“What’s in need of repair?” Miles asked with interest.
“Grinder pump is out. And if it doesn’t work, it negatively affects the efficiency of the closed waste management system. Can’t afford to put that through extra work and have it break on me,” Wayra responded with dread in his tone, clearly illustrating why his desire to get ahold of Matu had been prominent in his mind.
“Mind if I have a look at it?” Miles asked with a tone of confidence. “I don’t have much knowledge in plumbing, but I do have a heap of experience in building and repairing hardware for crystal chip burners, computers, and my STV. Quite a few motors in those. Plus, I have both my toolkits on hand for larger and finer parts.”
“I would be grateful if you did,” Wayra replied with relief in his voice. “Grab your tools and I’ll meet you in the garage. Everyone, get what you need out of the way, as the system will be apart and won’t be able to use any of the plumbing features.”
“Fine. Will get my meal now,” Akiva groaned as she slid from her chair and moved toward the kitchen.
“I’ll let Naira know while I’m up there,” Miles offered with an energetic chirp, as he bounced off his seat and moved with a spring towards the stairs.
As Akiva and Miles were out of sight, she turned her full attention to Wayra and offered him a gentle smile as she asked.
“How are you today?”
“I’m … feeling good. Hopeful,” Wayra replied with his own gentle smile. “Like events turned a corner. Things are coming together as they should.”
“Hope looks good on you,” she observed with a light cheer in her voice. “Though truthfully, you look well rested and refreshed.”
She felt her body warm as Warya moved closer to her and wrapped his arms around her, bringing her head to his chest as he responded in his own elated tone.
“I slept well. Being near you at night, even in this short time, is addictive. I didn’t realize how poorly I slept before you were next to me.”
As she moved to respond, he prevented any words from leaving her lips as he leaned in and kissed her deeply. It was a kiss that was not only blissful, but one that seemed to add sincerity to his sentiments. One that brought its own brand of happiness, as her mind took great comfort in his statements. In his perceived hope.
But before her thoughts could go any further, her eyes opened from the kiss. Wayra pulled away from her with the sound of the kitchen door opening and Akiva returning into the pub.
Her eyes blinked quickly as she was so deep into his kiss, it seemed no light penetrated her lids. And upon opening them, the light around her appeared surprisingly harsh. However, even with her pupils trying to acclimate, her gaze was firmly fixed on Wayra, who moved backwards a couple of steps, his mouth and eyes beaming from his smile, and without a word, turned toward the side door and exited.
She turned in her seat, again facing the bar countertop, and released a contented sigh, as Akiva returned to her seat, set her morning meal to the counter, and produced a sigh of her own.
“Far be it from me to be mushy,” Akiva commented with a chuckle. “But in case I haven’t told you … you’re great for him. And he deserves that.”
But before she could respond, Akiva continued with a raise of her cadence and mused.
“And how about Miles? He just gets better and better by the day.”
“He does, indeed. But have to ask. What’s going on with Matu? Your words were decidedly harsh. I was under the impression you were seeing him outside of work.”
“Were being the operative word here. As in past subjunc …” Akiva paused as her eyes drifted to the ceiling in thought. “Wait … is that right? Past parti … it doesn’t matter. It’s in the past. He pisses me off more than he pleasures me. I don’t have room for that nonsense in my life, no matter how damn gorgeous he is.”
She lightly chuckled at Akiva’s words; though she could empathize. Matu was certainly very handsome. Blessed with a 192-centimeter-tall frame that housed a fairly athletic build, he embodied all the typical elements that lent to a Corachal’s famed attractiveness. His pewter-grey skin tone, with its iron-grey highlights that were like admiring a stormy cloud. Too, the black eye-shading, while larger than average, was particularly suited for his face. His long, shadow-grey hair, which fell down to his mid back in waves, only seemed to accentuate his broad shoulders and back. Indeed, Akiva was perfectly right in both observations; Matu was indeed gorgeous. But also a complete jerk.
Akiva was also correct in her opinion of Miles; he was indeed getting better and better. Though she supposed Akiva’s thoughts were not solely on Miles’ personality, as she asked with a chuckle.
“I trust you’re not blind to how beautiful Miles is?”
“Oh! You trust accurately,” Akiva responded around some food in her mouth. “Hence why he is on my radar.”
“Moreso, he’s very kind, sweet, and wonderfully intelligent,” she offered.
“And yes, while all those are excellent characteristics, my intentions are wholly superficial,” Akiva admitted with no hint of abashment. “I mean, have you seen his arms? Absolutely gilt-edged.”
As Akiva placed another bite of food in her mouth, she again spoke around it and appended her thoughts.
“But I’m still feeling him out … see if he’s particular to companionships or not. I will pursue no one who’s looking for an attachment.”
She nodded at Akiva’s words, but felt a tinge of sadness in them. Not that she believed partnerships were imperative to having a happy, fulfilling life. Only, in her mind, some people flourished when they had someone by their side. And Miles, in her brief observations, was one of those people. It struck her as unfortunate that Akiva’s pursual would deny him of such. But, as her thoughts tottered between emotion and logic, she reminded herself, Miles was an adult; more than capable of managing his own affairs; without the need of her imposed ideals on him. Though she tried not to speak too harshly to herself — her intentions were coming from a good place — as she wanted to see Miles happy.
• • •
Ash picked up one of the retractable batons — that were part of a set — ones to which Porter had placed before her on the counter of the bar. Instantly, upon picking it up, she felt the subtle sensation of resonance through her fingers.
Her eyes lifted to Porter, who sat before her on the other side of the bar and had a concerned expression on his face. She grinned as she asked.
“Being part Attata as you are, could you not grace if the charmer was lying about these?”
She felt her smile widen; Porter’s expression turned to one of dismay as he groaned.
“Yeah, part Attata. But my graces are abstruse at best, erroneous at worst. I don’t have a great deal of control over them at will. They can fluctuate. And obviously, the graces let me down here.”
As Porter gestured toward the baton with frustration, she quickly shook her head and clarified her question.
“Oh no, don’t get flustered. I was only asking if you could tell the charmer was lying. Didn’t say they were. Was more probing the breadth of your abilities out of my own curiosity. But the baton is most certainly charmed.”
“Okay, good,” Porter responded with a voice of relief. “Had me worried there for a second.”
She let out a light chuckle as she picked up the second baton and apologized.
“Sorry about that. Didn’t mean to sound ambiguous. But again, your concerns are without merit. Both are charmed. If not over-charmed.”
As she placed the baton back to the counter, her eyes again met Porter’s, as his brow turned in question and he asked.
“Not to doubt you, but how can you tell if they’re charmed? Follow-up question, what is ‘over-charmed,’ and what makes you think that?”
“There are, of course, technical methods, like frequency tests … the reflection rate will indicate it,” she explained. “Though for the trained and sensitive, you can feel what we in the business call the hum. It’s a very slight pulsation that resonates through the item in question. To your secondary question, ‘over-charmed’ is when there are too many enaid charmed to the item. Granted, it doesn’t mar the effectiveness of said item, but it can become unstable and let off what’s akin to a static discharge, which can surprise — and smart — the unbeknownst.”
Her attention was drawn to her side towards Akiva as she, listening in on their conversation, swiftly snatched the baton and exclaimed.
“OH! I want to make it snap! Let me snap it. How do I do that?”
“Whatever,” Porter muttered, seemingly knowing he really couldn’t say no, lest he was eager to verbally spar with Akiva.
But it wasn’t only Porter’s quick resignation to Akiva’s wishes that brought a laugh to her, it was her curiosity as she asked around the chuckle.
“Wait. Why would you want to do that?”
“Why does anyone shuffle their socks across floors to snap people with static?” Akiva asked with her own laugh as she responded to her question. “Because it’s funny.”
She shook her head and sighed, as she couldn’t exactly disagree. But she teased all the same as she responded.
“You toy far too much, Akiva. Nevertheless, try a sudden movement … extend the baton with a wrist flick. That should stimulate it.”
Her attention remained on Akiva, who turned slightly in her seat, pointing the baton away from them. Then, with the jerk of her wrist, she quickly extended the baton to full length with an audible crack.
However, the crack was instantly followed by the sound of the baton striking the floor — and Akiva yelping with a curse.
“L’oo lojuvu!”
As Ash squatted down to retrieve the baton, she felt a little relief; Akiva, directly after her cry, giggled as she spoke.
“You weren’t kidding about that static discharge.”
“You okay?” she asked, as she rose to a stand and observed Akiva holding her palm with her other hand.
As Akiva massaged her hand for a moment, then flapped it, as if trying to get the feeling back, she nodded and vocalized the lingering pain.
“I think it hurt more because I wasn’t prepared for how much it would sting. It wouldn’t have phased me if I did that in a fight situation, with my adrenaline running and all. But that … that stung something stupid.”
“Good going, you booger,” Porter interjected with a jest in his voice towards Akiva.
“Shut up,” Akiva responded with an expression and voice of gibe. Though she continued to flap her hand, as it was apparently still stinging.
She felt a sympathetic smile turn her lips as she offered comfort.
“I’ve done that plenty myself. It wears off fast, just give it a moment. Too, be grateful there wasn’t any morphiandum within the alloy. Morphiandum has a serious amplification effect and it might have left a mark.”
“But isn’t that the point of charming?” Akiva asked as she blew on her hand, trying to take away the last of the phantom heat. “Don’t you want that electric current in your weapon to be able to shock the shit out of someone?”
She tilted her head from side to side quickly by reflex, illustrating she was considering how to answer the question in as short of a manner as possible. She took a deep breath as she prepared to explain.
“Well … it’s a bit of a complicated answer. Keep in mind, charming is a holdover from the Bottleneck. But, like everything, we don’t know why they even started charming items. We’re still catching up on the science behind it. But to your direct question: oh definitely. Some do over-charm their weapon for that very purpose. But others charm their weapons for a variety of other reasons. One cited motive is the wielder claims it makes the weapon more lightweight. There is some science behind it … obviously not making the item physically weigh less by mass. But you know, in basic physics, where you would make things like paper levitate … where the negative charge repels the electrons. It supposedly makes the weapon easier to wield.”
She looked to both Porter and Akiva to see if they were following along thus far and, upon their nods, continued.
“Another motive cited is to what I referenced a moment ago. Being able to feel that hum in the item. While most don’t sense it physically, some adduce the resonance moving through their hand, and by extension their arm, assists in muscle stimulation … which again, contributes to the effectiveness at which one can wield their weapon.”
But before Akiva could respond, their collective attention was drawn to a handful of enaid that had moved into the pub from the ceiling. As the enaid spread out slightly, and floated around them, one dropped and hovered above the bar counter and seemed to find interest in the batons.
“Appears we summoned a couple of them,” Akiva commented in a near whisper.
As they all watched the enaid dance above and around the baton for several moments, the silence was broken with a soft tone as Porter asked.
“Why do they glow?”
She felt another light smile come to her face as her gaze remained transfixed on the enaid. She let out a vocal breath as her tone met Porter’s, and she replied.
“Like in all things enaid, a lot of mystery surrounds them. It was first theorized that the energy of the enaid attracted microscopic bioluminescence. But a major flaw in that is how the microscopic bioluminescent organism would stay attached to enaid as they pass through material … given the organisms would technically have to subvert a consensus of physics and pass through atomic mass.”
As she reached her hand out to one of the enaid, it seemed — with whatever faculties it possessed — to notice her movement towards it, and responded with a movement towards her hand in return. As it floated close to her fingers, coming within millimeters of them but never touching, she felt the fascination move through her. One that made her head tilt in wonderment by reflex. But as her mind was still present, she continued to answer Porter’s question.
“Though a stronger theory … one I tend to myself … is that enaid, while being condensed energy, still frictions against the environment. From air molecules to veiled matter, friction dissipates the energy and creates heat that radiates. And we observe that as the so-called glow. Granted, there are some flaws in that theory, such as the lack of significant heat signatures, but it seems to be one that has garnered the most backing.”
She felt her smile widen, as the enaid circled her still outstretched hand several times, making its way up near her wrist. Then, as it seemed it was just about to touch her skin, it darted up and through the ceiling, away from sight.
Her hand moved to settle to the counter as another enaid followed suit and rushed up into the ceiling and away, leaving only three enaid to continue to seemingly examine the baton.
She let out another vocal breath as she finished her thoughts.
“But new postulates emerge often. I was acquainted with one recently citing the phenomenon of cavitation bubbles in relation. At this point I would more ascribe enaid studies to a fluid science than I would a solid science with the vast questions surrounding them.”
Her eyes looked to Porter — who was in his own trance, watching the enaid. But it wasn’t one that was so deep that it prevented him from hearing her words, as he nodded to them. Then, with a furrow of his brow, he asked in what sounded to be a scared tone.
“Do you believe these are really people’s souls?”
“I believe they are the transcended,” she responded. But the tone of his voice and question left her wondering, and she inquired. “If I may, why do you ask?”
She watched as Porter’s eyes followed the remaining three enaid as they drifted their separate ways through walls and even across the bar, out the open side door. He let out a vocal sigh — one that visibly lifted and then dropped his shoulders. But his voice returned to its normal tone as he replied.
“It’s an appeal thing … I don’t see how that form … it just doesn’t look, I don’t know, enjoyable. Would rather hand-wave it away as something else. I mean, everyone’s afraid to die, but in that form, it can add to the fear.”
“Pfft,” Akiva scoffed. “Not everyone’s afraid to die. Watzeen aren’t afraid to die.”
“That can’t be true,” Porter retorted.
“It is!” Akiva protested with a defensive voice. “In Watzeen culture, we don’t fear death. We’re on register with all that happens thereafter. However, what does make us shift uncomfortably is not completing life. Not having a full life in which we accomplish all our goals and do everything we wanted … maybe even needed to do. It weighs on you when you’re dancing on the precipice of that edge.”
She felt the chuckle come forward; she enjoyed the way Akiva had so colorfully described it. Yet her mind was still lingering on Porter’s words, fearing the state of the enaid. And while Porter had not been concise, it was a perception she hadn’t really considered. Most all of her approaches were clinical in a way, devoid of an inordinate amount of feeling. And while she allowed herself to be in awe of their beauty, she hadn’t entertained many emotional considerations beyond that.
They were thoughts she would have to place a pin in and mediate over at a later time as her attention was drawn back to the conversation that had continued without her as Porter commented toward Akiva with a sarcastic tone.
“That’s easy for you to say. Y’all live like 500 quarturns!”
“Ugh,” Akiva groaned. “It’s never enough time. You’d be surprised about how much mission creep sets in.”
As Porter found great amusement in Akiva’s response and laughed heartily, it was a brief burst of delectation, which was cut short by the return of Wayra and Miles from the underground garage.
“Speaking of mission creep,” Akiva exclaimed. “That took forever! I know that couldn’t have just been the grinder pump.”
“It wasn’t,” Wayra admitted as he made her way over to her and then followed with a quick kiss to the lips before he continued. “However, Miles did fix it, and it’s working almost as good as new. Turns out the screw broke, and that was knocking the motor out of sync.”
“Good job, Miles,” she offered with sincere appreciation as her attention turned to him, placing himself in the seat next to Porter.
“Thank you,” he responded as he bowed his head graciously. “What took us so long was when I cut the electricity, I noticed the ground fault current interrupter was looking a might shaggy; taking its time to trigger. So, fixed that. And noticed the protective ducting over the underground live wires had a couple cracks. Sealed those up, too. Then we hosed ourselves off and done.”
“Done, indeed. Thank you again, Miles. You’re already proving to be indispensable,” Wayra commented with a cadence of sincere praise before he moved through the door and into the kitchen, not waiting for a response.
Ash felt her smile widen; Miles had an expression of pride on his face, seemingly from the fact that he could contribute so effectively and so much. And with praise being directed toward him by everyone, he even seemed a bit taken aback by it, as his cheeks warmed and he scratched the back of his neck — a movement she noted he always did when he was considering. It stirred a touch of joy in her.
But before her thoughts could continue, Matu’s voice rang out as he entered the pub from the side door.
“I’m here, I’m here. You can stop hassling me.”
As Matu made his way next to her, dropping his tool bag to the floor with a careless thud.
It was an action that seemed to irritate Akiva, as she released a huff and asked in a rhetorical manner.
“Do you have to throw yourself and your shit around in such an obnoxious manner?”
Not waiting for a response, Akiva continued in a caustic tone.
“Further … just like me, Wayra doesn’t need you now,” Akiva retorted in a caustic tone.
Matu scowled briefly and contorted his expression into one of acrimony towards Akiva. But as his face returned to one of indifference, his voice lingered in animosity as he asked.
“What do you mean, he doesn’t need me? He’s been on my ass for over a day asking me to come in.”
Akiva, who seemed to be especially interested in pushing Matu’s buttons at the moment, spoke in a jeering tone.
“Miles already fixed it … along with a couple other things.”
“Who the shit is Miles?” Matu asked with rising hostility in his voice.
“Right here,” Miles responded as he raised his hand, illustrating his presence. “Nice to meet you.”
“So you’re the new guy? Well, thanks a-damn-lot, you ass.”
“Hey!” Ash protested with an irked pitch.
It was a shared annoyance; Akiva, who had non-verbally protested, interjected with a forceful voice.
“Ditch that shit, Matu. Unless you want to choose which of your orifices you want me to dislodge my foot from.”
Matu shook his head at Akiva’s threat, ignoring it completely. But his anger was still apparent on his face as he looked at Miles and addressed him directly.
“Hey … next time you’re looking to kiss Wayra’s ass and get in good with him, do it on your own time. Don’t be undercutting me and coming between me and my money. I … are you listening to me?”
She brought her attention to Miles — who, upon Matu’s castigation, had turned his notice to the daily news journal that was on the counter, and paged through it with a placid expression.
“I said, are you listening to me?” Matu asked with a raised voice.
Miles looked up from the journal and responded in a mild, but forthright, tone.
“Yeah, no, for sure … wasn’t paying you any mind. If you want my attention, you’re gonna need to speak tidy to me. But if you want to address me recklessly, I will disregard you … or if need be, oblige that conversation in the alley, right quick. You understand?”
She pushed her lips to rub together; she didn’t want to burst into laughter, as Miles had quickly sent Matu’s expression from one of anger to disbelief. As if he was expecting Miles to be intimidated — only to find Miles became the intimidator in only a few steady words. Though Miles wasn’t finished, as he explained a firm tone.
“I do apologize for inadvertently coming between you and your money. It wasn’t by any design other than contributing to my employment. If that waste management system doesn’t work, I don’t work. Then I don’t get paid. So yeah, I can empathize with you, as I’m not keen on anyone interfering with my funds, either. Which includes people who lack communication skills enough to tell a client if and when they’re coming. Something for you to chew on.”
Before Matu could respond, all eyes turned to Wayra, who exited the kitchen and noted Matu and his expression. Wayra sighed visibly as his shoulders dropped and his voice let out a weary tone.
“I don’t have to grace you’ve learned the work was completed. Though, I am gracing you and Miles just had words.”
Matu let out a frustrated voice as he explained.
“I was saving this job for last, as I wasn’t sure how long it would take.”
Wayra let out another visible breath as he shifted his stance and raised his hands to illustrate his own frustration.
“Fair enough. But, I want a heads-up on your plans and where I fit in them, so misunderstandings can be avoided. And I’ll tell you what: if you have nothing further on your agenda, I can find some paid work for you to do around here. Make up for some of what you lost.”
“Fine. I’m gonna have a stack till I blow this over,” Matu agreed with a bit of a huff as he turned and headed towards the side door and out.
“A what?” Miles asked with a chuckle as Matu had moved out of earshot.
“He’s gonna smoke till he calms down.” Akiva responded as she turned toward Miles and observed. “I think he caught some of that ruralness in your verbiage; decided to use some more niche urban slang as a way to sound more formidable. Don’t be too put out by him … he’s a pill at times.”
Ash felt her head move from side to side quickly as she offered a perspective of balance.
“We are all capable of being a pill from one time to the next.”
“That’s true,” Akiva admitted with a chuckle. “But counterpoint. All of us here range from homeopathic to generic over-the-counter. Matu … he’s prescription strength.”